5th Post

Fuck its late, right now im posting for the sake of posting.

Today was like any other day, i got up went to practice and i came home. At home it was eetin time, it was great, i talkd with my dad and we were getting ready to have a nice breakfast, it was cool. We had just finished setting the table and saying grace when the fone rang, DAMN U TELEMARKETERS....so i thought, on the other line it was Rose. Why she had called? Lets go back to last night. She had told me she knew she was going to get in trouble that day so she decided to ditch, it was goin to be sweet. Anyways, she calls, at that moment in time i had forgoten that she was goin to ditch, i was left speechless when i heard her voice. This is the part when i came to the conclusion taht i am an IDIOT. the conversation is pretty much the same or not but it felt like it:
ME:[in a worried voice] "hey, whats up"
HER: nothin im ditching with my friend
ME: [sigh of releaf] oh that cool, so waht are u goin to do???
HER: i dont know yet, mabe just cruise around
ME: cool um....cu.....um.....
HER: What?
ME: nevermind
HER: Anyways, do u wanna come?
[at this point i dont know what the hell to do: Turns out this would be the defining moment when i crown myself king of the retards]
ME: I dont know [THANK YOU and good night]
HER: [most likely in utter disbelief] oh, ok......
ME: [i really dont remember what i said, but it was a bullshit excuse to give me a "safe" bail out]
HER: ok, i guess ill talk to u later.
ME:ok Bye
*click*
(u see up to this point i was panicking that she called, then about 3 seconds later...)
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FUCK!!!!
this was me at my finest hour... i wanted to cry. But pirates dont cry so i didnt
The moral hear, never give up an opportunity like that.

Later in the day i had an enriching conversation with one of my buddys Ernie . he is cool, i respect him. As i was talking to him i came to realise, I really really like to have one-on-one conversations with people. too bad at skool its more of a group thing and the closest you can get to a meaningful conversation is "I really hate skool" and " Fuck i hate this class". its never worth putting any emotion into it. So when someone trys to do it they either get mocked or are made to go to the center of the class to explain their resoning because so few people can comprehend their wits. Yea 1-on-1 is cool.

Today i also decided to post 2 great downloads that everyone must have.
Google Tool-bar/Google compute
this thing is cool, it will use ur idle system power to compleat calculations for projects in some university, some of these tests and stuff may help develop better stuff, or be able to better understand something, so it will help mankind and stuff.

Firefox
this is a web browser, its small and very versitile. it makes browsing easy and it fits to your style, plus it helps with like popups and stuff. worth the change, especially if ur using that lame AOL browser or if u want to be all anti-MICROSOFT its a good start.

!!Hobbyist Linux user scince 2002!!

Man i need some sleep.
Buh bye