47th Post

I new from the begining that i'd be braindead by noon.

I knew from the begining of my shift that i would become one of them. Yea one of them, they stand in the line man, fuckin hanging their heads wishing they werent there. But they have to feed the kids. Man i cant be like that. Thanx God that i (thnink) am going to college. I wonder who will miss me, i wonder who'll forget me. All i know fuckin bugging people, making them answer questions on laundry detergent isnt a life for me. It's sad how fast you get accustomed to the routine, fuckin- "hello, yes im Mike-Jones" Fuckin tool man. I feel abused, but its absurd to think this way mainly because im the one who brought it to myself. Man i need to fuckin ruin my shit, i need some more flexibility on things, fuckin it sux.
VERBATIM, how i hate it.
I dont like to be linear, i hate the fact that when i make a person laugh i run the risk of being fired. It isnt me, i now see how people become alcoholics.
Meet quota, fuck that, look at the statistics, it is impossible without devine intervention.
I cant wait to get on break, thn at least i can talk to people i care about.
Break is the best. I can collect myself, recount my braincells. I feel like meat now, not fuckin pussy ass vegetable.
A job, a fuckn brick wall one side, the good, the other the soviet oppresion. Anythin is better.

Thnxgivin was fun. My cousin came from out of town, she is cool.

My sister came, but she left early, i was sad but im glad she is doin so well.

My brother gave us some news, a serious conversation at the breakfast table. Maybe ill write about it later.

Myspace is my favorite time waster next to AA.

I think ill lose my mind if i dont find somethin to pacify.

I have Cal homework that i didnt do because i didnt get my password. God help me.

Yea, im completely pointless, thanx for noticing, i cant wait until i find a new adventure to bitch and moan about. YAY EMO!

Fever dog scratching at my front door.

I like the fact that people take the time to read this. Thnx guys/gals!

46th Post

So….band was fun [/awkward]
(if u don’t get it go to any forum that uses BB)

Yea, its time for me to hit the fan and see what ive been missing. Im fuckin screwd over to finally grow the fuck up. It’s time. Id like to thank everyone who has helped me retain my childhood. But with the closing of a life of music and ensemble I realize that im a fuckin freshman in the world. Now is the time for me to gather my things and move to the next phase of life. Yea, even if I wanted to stay, I don’t really have a choice. It’s not like I can quit life… (w00t, EMO!)

In any case, I find it weird how everything leads to everything else, the universe is a huge place, its pimp how everythin is connected. Class ends a new place. Another town another place, another road, another face. We are the road-crew.

So I got a new fone , its pimp…by pimp I mean there is no antenna to break, the perfect thing for me! YAY!

Fuck, now I need to figure out what college to go to. Im thinking seriously about DeVry, why? Mainly because they have a bachelors program for Computer Engineering, and because Cisco, gives me money to go there. Another road I can take is the pre-Engineering at Community, I like it because I get to stay in El Paso another year. Ill finally get to see this Juarez place ive been hearing about. YAY!

I need a new friend….To become my friend just fill this simple Questionare…

1. Name?

2. Nick name?

3. Finally…Are you Mac Enough?

Just add that to a comment you will leave.

OHHHHHH YEA!
Ive recently been hearing a lot of Oasis. Wtf aye? Suddenly everyone is a die-hard fan of a Beatles nearly-cover band. (if you are too stupid to see why, I suggest you listen to REAL music, not shit that is fed to you by a) MTV b)People you probly should NOT be following c)Carlos Nieto)
No really, someone tell me why all of a sudden Oasis is the IT thing, fuckin phonys. And quit overplaying Wonderwall. It should be played with meaning….wait, its about to lose it once done in interpretive dance. Fuck im pissed. Next thing you know people will be suddenly learning Spanish to please their aristocratic leader because they suddenly got the urge to listen to Caifanes. Wait a minute…..if that is you please fill out the questionare! w00t!

Man being grown up rocks! [/joke]
….in fact it’s cold as hell..