47th Post

I new from the begining that i'd be braindead by noon.

I knew from the begining of my shift that i would become one of them. Yea one of them, they stand in the line man, fuckin hanging their heads wishing they werent there. But they have to feed the kids. Man i cant be like that. Thanx God that i (thnink) am going to college. I wonder who will miss me, i wonder who'll forget me. All i know fuckin bugging people, making them answer questions on laundry detergent isnt a life for me. It's sad how fast you get accustomed to the routine, fuckin- "hello, yes im Mike-Jones" Fuckin tool man. I feel abused, but its absurd to think this way mainly because im the one who brought it to myself. Man i need to fuckin ruin my shit, i need some more flexibility on things, fuckin it sux.
VERBATIM, how i hate it.
I dont like to be linear, i hate the fact that when i make a person laugh i run the risk of being fired. It isnt me, i now see how people become alcoholics.
Meet quota, fuck that, look at the statistics, it is impossible without devine intervention.
I cant wait to get on break, thn at least i can talk to people i care about.
Break is the best. I can collect myself, recount my braincells. I feel like meat now, not fuckin pussy ass vegetable.
A job, a fuckn brick wall one side, the good, the other the soviet oppresion. Anythin is better.

Thnxgivin was fun. My cousin came from out of town, she is cool.

My sister came, but she left early, i was sad but im glad she is doin so well.

My brother gave us some news, a serious conversation at the breakfast table. Maybe ill write about it later.

Myspace is my favorite time waster next to AA.

I think ill lose my mind if i dont find somethin to pacify.

I have Cal homework that i didnt do because i didnt get my password. God help me.

Yea, im completely pointless, thanx for noticing, i cant wait until i find a new adventure to bitch and moan about. YAY EMO!

Fever dog scratching at my front door.

I like the fact that people take the time to read this. Thnx guys/gals!