28th Post

Charged in the first and second degree
Amazing what can happen in a week. I am happy, seeing and talking to no one really clears your head leaves ya alone with your thoughts....but it also could get kinda boring. Anywho christmas came and i didnt feel taht holiday spirit. So wat did i do on the 25th? I put on a Green shirt with a red longsleeve undershirt. No one is goin to take my christmas. This week was ok. I talked with some aquaintances made them friends, and made a stronger connection with others. It was cool, and compleately currupts the statement i made earlyer.

Also, this week i got my presents from santy clause. $200 wich i will be spendin on pants and shoose and a haircut. this week i also ate so much, i think i gained at least 10pounds.....fuck it, ill deal with it after break.

The 24th was cool, see, my family opens presents at midnight 25th, and we "fool" santa into thinkin all the kids are asleep. The scenerio is this, all the kids pretend to sleep so santa can drop off the presents. How do we know santa arives? Well that is the fun part, normally our uncles will go outside and ring bells, stomp on the ground, and say HOHOHO to emulate an encounter with santa. This year....i was hired to be santa. So i gathered my deer(cousins) and we got on the roof. We almost slipped and died. Santa's job does not go with OSHA standards. Later that night, we went to IHOP at 3:00AM

The mornin of the 25th we went to juarez to visit my dads side of the family. Verry wholesome bunch, funny, and just cool. The funnyest thing was when my 5year old cousin wanted to go into the "cool" room, he couldnt get in and asked, "why cant i get in" a second later my other cousin 6yrs says "because the door is closed"......fuck u, i thought it was funny. So when i got home later, i decided to invite myself to my cousins hotel room, so when we got there my cousin and i decided to make some yummy camble thick and herty beef stew that u make in the microwave. Looks like this.

At the first wiff of this thing i knew it was trouble, i swear it smelled like Alpo. but at this point my cousin and i were not feering anything, we were cocky sobs who made noise in the halls. Karma is for pussys. So we put it in the microwave, we saw it spin around yay, radiation lowers my sperm count ;-) Finnaly its done. We take it out, damn the plastic is hot...ok, lets just get some napkins and we are on our way. So i slowly set the soup down on a napkin and gently raise the bowl up....suddenly the lid comes off and spills on my left wrist. Fuck its hot, so hot in fact that i start cussing and shaking my wrist wildly in the air, there is fucking brown dogfood smelling shit in the air, it hits my cousins face, i hear "ouch my face" i later realize the soup is still pouring on my fucking sock ouch my foot. fuck it hurts. so we quickly run to their room,soup in hand, and i run cold water down my wrist (we were in the hotel kitchen, the microwave in our room made too much noise) . Fuck, i got fucked up, fuck karma. Anyways, i am in deep pain at that moment, luckly a 24hour walgreens was close by. So i went to go buy some Neosporin with pain reliever.That shit does not work, all night i was in agrivating pain, i swear i had tears in my eyes. So to relieve the pain i slept next to an open window. I love winter. Here is a pic of me thinkin, FUCK CAMBELLS, FUCK THE LIEING NEOSPORIN BOX, AND FUCK THIS PAIN.


So that night sucked balls, but the free waffles made up for it! On sunday i went to Putt-Putt and i tended to my wounds, but monday i get my licence, how exciting.
Yea i know this postt sucked, but 3 hours of sleep in 48hours is too little for a guy.

See ya'll later
Happy New Year!!!!!111!!11oneone!!!!11!!!one

27th Post

The week that shouldn't be.
This week blew. I just fucked up alot of shit, and now future with friends and aquainances seem to be in question. See the sick part is i have no one to to blame but my fucking idiotic self. It sucks when you could of had some control of things, but ignorance and egocentricity and some fucked up ways of challengeing myself and others inderectly. This week i realized the supremacy i had thought myself of being. I am an idiot. Until this week i thought i could play God. I am a fool. Fuck myself. I really cant blame anything on anyone its a really strong punch in the face that i really needed. I also am glad i had a good conversation with my friend we will call....."skinny" (dont like it? tell me, ill give ya a good one, but not a cool one like mine, im MajorTom) Yea we go back a while, though not till highschool did i really start talkin to him. Anyways we disccussed alot about the week. but now i am thinkin on the future, i cant Look Back In Anger (wonder if anyone listens to em). and i am calming down it used to be Motorbreath now its more Simple Man, it has to be... it would be cool if i could be in the middle but i decedided i cant, at least not yet. I'm just going to slow down, and look at myself, this little time off of school should do me well.

Today was our little gift exchange, im glad Tanya didn't get mad about the shirt, but i think i might of sent the wrong message by it. I still like her. I also took my medicine, but i was doin hard to combat it. Oh yea, yesterday i started to take the medicine, all my family wondered why i was down, but i just smiled and denied it. For those of you who care enough to know why i was all down, it still sorta hurts, but fuck it.

Also i got this chain letter thing from my boy Matt, he is cool, and i hate chain mail, i seldom do any of em, but today i feel like spilling some emotions, so what better way to do it than with cheap general questions. [If a number is missing, i disliked the question and i threw it out]


2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?--I dress in a variaty of different styles. i cant really choose wich i like best....casual is nice?

3. WHAT IS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?-- I steel music. (yea i know....)

4. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?---7am usually

5. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?-- wisk

6. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Bass

7. FAVORITE COLOR?----clear, it expreses the emotions of every other color

8. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? Truck

9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? Yes.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?--Winter. and the savahnas rainy season, gives alot of life.

12. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Mind reading, why spend my time on something futile??? MUAHAHAHAHA!

13. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?---a rub on. got it in a Zebra chew. It looks like a giraffe

15. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?----Even though we went our ways in high schoool, i have alot of respect for him, Gabriel Ortiz, and of course Floyd, we need to talk like old times man!

16. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? --- Friday

17. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? --- Jack, spare tire, xtra pants and shirt

18. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Burgur

21. WHO DID YOU RECEIVE THIS FROM?--- Matt

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER?---Tulips

23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEAL? ---Something made with love (fuck you)

24. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? --- The Republic

25. IF YOU HAD TO PICK A DOG NAME, WHAT WOULD IT BE?--- I got a doggy, Kika.

26. ARE YOU A MORNING OR NIGHT PERSON? Deffenantly Night.

27. DO YOU DO ANY CRAFTS CURRENTLY?---no. unless u call witchcraft......no not really, ive been looking at art in the past months, closest to craft i guess.

28. IF YOU COULD MAGICALLY DO SOMETHING WELL THAT YOU PRESENTLY AREN'T GOOD AT WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Studying

29. WHAT IS YOUR SECRET PLEASURE? ---Talking one on one, with a clean slate, and an open mind

30. WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?----I dont deserve one, but i guess Rome, and Spain, i havent thought of it

31. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEKEEPING CHORE?---Cleaning ;)

33. FAVORITE WORD?---Waffle

34. FAVORITE GAME ---Not Study Game

There ya go, some of em are just the first thing i thought up, i dont feel like changing em, um... i guess this is it. Happy Holidays everyone. Merry Christmas and such, i might not update untill school starts. so yea. Call i might answer.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Goodbye
thanx for reading post comments you bastards, or discuss about you read to me.

[NOTE: i just read this...um, i am not sure how it became so dislecsic/ADD/scattered...or mabe i do...im just lost at the moment, i dont feel like myself]

26th Post

Post traumatic
Yea its been a hard week for me. It sucked. Many things happpened, but i am not sure if some of them were just an omen, or, fuck it, it was just alot of shitty stuff that happend. But ill skip the details of the smaller stuff, like Dimebag dieing, and go for the only thing that matters. It seems that my Grandpa got really sick, i got depressed. But thanx to some good friends and a reality check i got through it. Thanx guys n' gals. Yea thats all i am going to say bout that. Also, i made a new start with Tanya, i really enjoy talkin to her, she passes my genious test. That i will explain later.....if i feel like it, or i get enough feedback. So yea, this week was a bummer, and skool sucked too. I had to do so many tests, and my Chem teacher dislikes me but she wont tell me. I feel like alot of people are hiding somethin from me, but why? Am i not open? Am i being over agressive? Someone tell me what im doin wrong please!
Thats it for the week, now to explain somethin about my colorado trip.

Ok, i made it seem as if my trip sucked really badly. But it turns out that i just over reacted. See the night after we left my Cousin alexes house, the night was not over. So ill explain this way

The drive to my uncles house:
So there we were mad as hell that we didnt get to stay another night with our cousins. As we drove to our uncles house we were crammed with His daughter(my cousin that is about the same age as my sister;they are close) , her 2 sons( these kids are like 4 and 5, we love em, but kids can get annoying) and all of my family. So we are on the way and once of the Kids says they need to go to the bathroom, we pull over to go on the side of the road. But he refuses to go, so me and bernie are forced to show by example. So there we are, its cold as hell pitchblack, snow on the ground, and a nice view*. So the boy comes out with us, as my cousin and i are forcefully releaving ourselves, all of a sudden the boys brother says,"you can write your name in the snow". The cuttest or most disturbing sentance of the night. What ticked us off is that The boy didnt even go! Half an hour down the road, we stoped at, a get this,..."Kum-and-Go" its a gas station people! Ok, we get to the house. Instantly we are attaked by the little kids, we got leached (the term leached comes from us, my cousins use it as a term for whenever you get stuck playing with little kids). but we didnt kare, its not like they had an XBOX. so we started playing. At 8:30 we all started a 100 peice puzzle, my cousin and i thought it would be cool to teach the kids how a puzzle should be made, face down. So we started yay, got the corners, oh wait now its time to eat. We ate that took roughly 30 min. And we went back to work. Our thoughts "hmm, the insides are where its going to be a bitch" and we went on. Then it was time for the kids to go to sleep. Oh well, lets just finish the puzzle and go watch cartoons. 3hours later this is what 100 PEICE the puzzle looked like.



We were so dissapointed in ourselves, we have done a 2000 peice puzzle in ONE NIGHT. but we couldnt finish this stupid one in over 4 hours. We fell asleep at 1am. I guess we did wake up retarded.

ok im gone
leave your rants as a comment.

*This view was amazing. It was a plain, then in the distance was a giant mountain, in the backround were the stars, and all you could see on the mountain was the line of where snow had fallen. The night gave a nice purple hugh. It was something to leave a person in awe. Beuty was present.

25th Post

The week that changed some stuff.....
[I have decided to make some changes on my blogs, first off, i am not going to post any relationship shit since it might go back to my parents, and if my parents find out im screwed. Second, i forgot, i had something to say but i forgot what i was going to change, sorry, as soon as i remember i will update.]

This is my 25th post, i was kinda expecting i would have something cool to say but all i got are my woes. And by this time i kinda wanted a small fanbase, but no one comments....fuck u all. ARRRRRG!!!!! <(''<) <( '' )> (>'')> hehehe...look at 'im go.

Well this week was off, im failing 2 fucking classes, fuck i dont know how im going to explain this shit to my parents, i feel so stupid, failing is not an option. Also during the weeek i have been TRYING to figure out alot of stuff, especially about school. I need to do alot of things with myself. I think alot fuck it, im cool like that. during this week i just got some real bad vibes, i just need to be myself.

Also, all this week i have been in a pissy mood. So here are some appologies:
Sorry to.....
Bernie
Nickles
Milo
Einjo(hehehehe)
Pendleton (yea i know....)
My GF [yea i know i wouldnt post any relationship shit, but fuck off]

Yea guys i havent felt like myself lately, should be well by Monday. if u think ur missing from the list, just E-Mail me or leave a comment with a detailed description. i will review it and see if u deserve to be on the list(most likely u do), if i dont think u should be on the list, ur fucked, but it was worth a shot.

Im done,
Goodnight Seattle.

24th Post

[This post was originally going to be posted on 11-27 but i didnt post it until my cousin came 11-29, he had the pics, thanx Bernie]

Some Lyrics and My Thanksgiving Adventure

The trip to Colorado:
So it was the night before thanksgiving and my cusin and i still needed to go to walmart to get some supplies. We comeback everyone is mad at us because we are holding off everyone from leaving. A 12 hour trip was coming and everyone was anctious to leave. As we cram into the rental-van we are using to get there, we notice the 12 hours are going to be long and uncomfortable everyseat in the hell dammed van was being used. We felt very close to eachother. So we leave everyone is sleepy so only the co-pilot and driver are awake. Soon enough the road gets tireing. So we wake up and just look outside. The rest of the night I managed to salvage by playing Tetris at 9-5 the best i do is 10 lines. Fuck i want to see that Rocket. As we are awaken by a cool breeze and a bumpy road and bright lights we find out that gas stations are not just for gas. They serve to wake u up from the little sleep you get by giving you a cold as fuck gust of wind, fuck you old man winter. But they also serve to get a driver change and a cup of coffee, as well relieving your bowels in the moderately cleen bathroom. So after we warm up, once again i try to fall asleep my attempts are futile due to a winding road and badly paved roads. After 7 hours of compleate darkness the sun starts to rise we are all tired and cant get any sleep. We hear the scenic view is nice, but new mexico is full of open plains and a small mountain, here i realize New Mexico sucks. Fuck NM. As i see the blandness of NM i begin to go into a deep Meditation state and finally trully understand Bob Segar's song Turn the Page. A salute to Truck drivers. As we go into colorado the scenary changes dramatically and it actually gets pretty. A couple hours into COlorado we hear that one of the main roads is closed, a crucial road to get to our destination, it traverses through the mountain and our place is on that side.Sad part is that we were right at the road when we heard the announcement. Turns out a giant boulder fell from the mountain and to get it out is going to take about a day.If would of taken this road to our destination its only 2 more hours, but now we had to go around a fucking mountain, an added 5 hours. FUCK U MURPHY! Right then i got tired and just got fuckin pissed, everything just sucked, for a moment i was truly EVIL. I took some time and just thought about random shit, and i heard the best song for the occation it calmed me down. Let it Be. Afterwards i just sorta calmed myself down and looked around, the same face on everyone, i looked at my cousin he was angry, i looked at my sister we laughed a lot. What else can you do? So i took a nap. Later i woke up calm, but still sorta ticked off at the situation. The next 4 hours were just a blur, full of Quiet Riot, Dio,Garth Brooks, George Strait, Journey, and MetallicA. At 5PM we arrived to my cousins house.

Thanksgiving dinner and the night:
This night was awsome, they say pictures are worth 1000 words. Ours are worth about 200 or so. here is a photo recap of dinner and night, and early next day:


This is me and our little cousin Jimmy. He is known as the most protected boy in the
world, 6+ eyes never leave him.


Me, Bernie, Adrian and his brother Alex. We are all very close cousins.

We ate like this. The original plan was to look like 1920's 'gentelmen' we ended up
lookin like early Mexican revolutionaries.


ALL NIGHT SUCKERS!


Next mornin, sleepy as hell.


Then just screwed around outside. The kid on top of me is our cousin Lionel, we
treat him as if he were older. The girl is Alex and Adrians sister. Protected by her brothers? you
bet she is.

The Next day:
This part is was pretty much just fucked our trip. It turns out that we are going to some gay ass hike into some caverns. My cousins and i did not want to go, all we wanted to do is just chill at the house play HALO2 and just talk about our lives. But did the parents listen. NO! they demanded we go. fuck that, on the way up all we did is complain, but that got old fast so my cousin adrian and i were doin some stupid shit with some wheat thins we found in the car. Fun until we ate one, then we got thirsty. At the cavern thing we were dirrected by some loser guide who my brother thought was gay, or had a rock fetish.His rules for the cavern thing were simple enough, just dont touch the walls or take anything, turns out if u take something its a federal offence.Yea i touched the walls, and took accouple rocks.im a rebel, you like? He tryed so hard to make Geology fun and exciting, he ended up looking like a boob, and we amused ourself by dishing out some harsh rants twards the Guide. Fuck him if he cant take a joke. After the pointless tour we had to go back to my cousins house. At least the night will be fun. WRONG! WHY? they decided to spend our last night at my Uncles house. It sucked, bernie and i just wanted to stay with our cousins but that was taken away, we were mad and sad. But why didnt they let us stay? I guess the answer is Blowing in the Wind ;) When we got there we were just looking for something to do. The answer....a 100 peice puzzle we would do with the help of our cousins Miguel 6years and his brother Leo 5 years old. We were to do it with the picture side down. Bad idea, we never finished the puzzle. lol. A fucking 100 peices. We have done 3000 peices in one night. Whats wrong with us?? So we jsut quit.During the night we just saw cartoons and i tryed to comunicate with my GF but service in the Rockies sucks. The next day we needed to wake up to come back home. This whole day sucked. Summed up nicely by my cousin erlyer " Im 1500 ft. up on the Rocky Moutains, and im not going down on a Snow Board?! Im pissed"

The trip back was weird, we were supposed to come back with my brother instead of my uncle in the van. See, my uncle is going to take this car they gave him all the way to El Paso, and my cousin voluteered to be his co-pilot. God Bless him. Now the van will be a lot more comfortable, but it sux cause my cousin isnt there. oh well. The trip back was full of sleep, i hadent slept for 40+ hours. I just crashed. all i remember is waking up from a small dream most likely endused by songs Hallowed Be Thy Name and the Ace of Spades. So now im just waiting for bernie and my uncle to arrive.

So my trip sucked, but the fun parts were fun and worth the hastle. I just hope Christmas will be better. And we got off with a nice quote that sums up our entire trip.
"We are all going to wake up retarded exept for Adrian" Yea its a major inside joke but those are funnyer and priceless. They are memories. And i dont wanna type anymore so i'll just let you expand on the cheezyness.

Good Bye!


NOTE: My cousin called and it turns out that they are staying another night in colorado due to heavy snow, so yea. hope he makes it home ok.





23rd Post

I am currently getting ready for my trip north.
The check list:
Pants- check
Tie-check
Camera-check
Funny mustache-check
Shirts-Check
Cosby sweater(TM)-Check (i wonder how many people will actually find taht funny)
Backpack-Check
Game Boy-Check x2 (yea i am a nerd, so fuck off)
Pocket Watch-check
GF-I wish,im gonna miss you. I need somone to talk to when i dont sleep, oh yea, i forgot to mention. Im goin to Colorado, sorry its so late i seriously forgot thats why im packing my bags 2 hours before i have to leave. we need to talk. Please dont leave me! lol

In other news, i got this kick ass gf, most of u know her. She is awsome. And my yearly AIM turkey is not going to be available. So i will post it here. Turkey day will be fun, might post pics. Go Packers!
HAPPY THANKSGIVIN'
GOBBLE GOBBLE!

[There is supposed to be areally cool text turkey here....if you want to see it just ask]

(Yea i know its lame, but that turkey has been around for a couple years. That is my away message during Thanxgiving, taht is compleately unabriged, you can tell from the really bad grammar. So yea.)


Bye all
Have a Happy Thanxgiving.....GOO GOO GA JOOB!!!!

(Beatles fans should be disapointed...so here goes another)
Yellow matter custard/dripping from a dead dogs eye.

Pwned bitches. I'm a pirate...are you?

Ok this is good bye

Bye All
Happy Thanxgiving

22nd Post

Fuck i kick ass. Why do i kick ass, i dont know i just do. ..but anyways. I donno why im positing. I just like to type. And i kick ass. Fuck im an idiot. Arent i? Just so you people know i like to say i kick ass because i like to be cocky, but i really am not. Get it?? me neither i sounded good in my head, and im not willing to erase it.

So our plan for thanxgiving is to wear mustaches from like the 1920's all night, and we even have cool straw hats. Yes im serious, yes we are stupid, yes we will look back and say "what were we thinkin?" Im amped for my trip to colorado, all trip i will play POKeMON and Mario Golf. Yea its lame but its what i do. And i have proposed to play tetris till i beet 9-5 i need to see the spaceship. Fuck i rule. All night Thanxgiving will be HALO2 and thats bout it. also i need to talk to Rose..... but i will wait till i get back.

So yea, at skool i gave Tanya a Letter. It was hilarious. It was litterally a leter, a big T on a sheet of paper. All i said was "Hey i wrote u a letter" gave it to her and took off. needless to say she was befuddled and just looked creeped out. Hilarity later ensued when she went up to me and asked me something, clearly she overanalyzed things. I rule.

Why the self love u ask? i ono, just in a somewhat good mood. and just note i am not a cocky sob. Just feel like acting one.

Happy Thanxgiving.

21st Post

[original post aired 11-20-04 at 18:06]

Anonymous said...

Hello Carlos,
I have seen you from skool. You have probably seen me to, but you probably don't notice me. But that's ok. I'm very shy when it comes to talking to people. I'm sorry to her about your trip. Mine kind of sucked to. But hey life's a bicth then you marry one. Well, if you feel that this is scary you don't have to replie you can forget about me. I am just a stranger to you. I bid you adui(sorry that's suppose to mean goodbye.)(stupid me)
17:29

Who knew someone acctually knew me at skool?

Ok seriously. Who is this? im just eager to find a frend. how do i know they will be my firend? well they read one post. anyone who reads any of my bs and still comments without flaming has either a good scence of humor/knows me/ or is psyco. So now i ask that this psyco-groupy-coccaine crazy person tell me who they are. look ill even make this face :(
i hate knowing something is a secret!!! I know this comment is at least a week old because i dont ever check comments. I thought no one read this. Now if this person does not want to tell me who they are they will have that "what if..." question in their minds so it sux for them. But if u do want to approach me, feel free....except if its qua-z *shrugs in terror*. (Fuck u if u said that was dick.) but i gota hand it to this person, i like your style you obviously have a scence of eddiquet and class....I'm instead of Im, nice punksuation, but u misspelled reply and don't know the diff bettween to and too -100 points. im so evil. but seriously folks, if its a real person just tell me, and if its a joke just tell me. And untill i find out who this is no new posts!!!.................never mind. i need the publicity.

This week was one of those weeks were you just cant find your grove. monday was odd because i just hate mondays. Tuesday sucked i forgot to do my homework and we had a test, but i did go out and got in trouble for staying out late, i wont forget that night. Wednesday i slacked off but i liked it , it gave me time to think about stuff and that is the day i was officially better from my cold!!! YAY. all this week ive been just meditating on my thoughts i used to do it all the time but then i got a Rose. Yes u read it correctly "Meditation on my thoughts", i think of so much random stuff that i need to sort it out and i think about the reasons i think taht way. Yes i am weird.

Then Friday comes along, if Friday were a chick id fuck her. afterskool friday i was in mood to go anywhere witht he gang so i stayed home. At 7 i go babysit my lil cuzin while his parents were entertaining guests. but it was cool because he just wanted to be with Daddy, so me and bernie just layed back in his room and played with his legos and saw cartoons. Pwnage. After their dinner party we cleaned up and played with the boy a bit, but then he had to go to sleep and my cuzin and i were off to IHOP.

IHOP
The only reason we are here is because there was an interesting waitress she was about 5'4 amd spoke with a light spanish accent, obviously too smart to be working at an ihop, and had a look in her eye....as if she had a mission, mabe a college degree, a mission paved with money she would earn with her little job and friendly service,and as an added bonus she was cute. needless to say, we overtipped that day. But alas she was not on duty that this day so we ended up eating half a half-stack and tipping the waiter moe 2 bucks. But that night was not a compleate loss. It turns out that i am going to open an IHOW our motto "...because pancackes suck"
At ihop we did do some people watching, funny as always, everyone tryes so hard its sick. You can definately telll who is pure and who is fakeing. After this we went to walmart

Wal-Mart
HAHAHa suckers, all we did is buy a ski mask and a game, nothing fancy like in Post 11 renamed "Halloween Middrift" as i am calling it.

ok, thats it. i need to see what is goin on tonight, so i will post in a few days, and Anonymous please tell me who you are, i dont judge.

Adieu ;)

[Edit: I edited this one, the comments are all gone just cause i didnt think it was your buisness, but i got transcripts, so yea ask me if you are THAT interested]

20th Post

Pi,Pie, and cake.
wow, my 20th post. god im a loser.
So i was going to post erlyer but my account was broken so i had to wait till today. The week seemed just very simple, nothin big happend, i guess it seemed so simple since band is over, and now i have no excuse to not do my homework. see, my friends and i made up a chart that labled sports/band v. GPA. Our grades droped because of a cocktail of the world series, monday night football, and band. now we have no excuse to slack off....damn. I hate skool.

Thursday night i felt like i was going to get sick. Friday morning im sick. Damn stupid exponential growth of bacteria. Yea so i was sick, all day i slacked off and i didnt even do my lab. Yea im a rebel ;) u like? that night was also our last game. Sad sorta, glad almost. That night i just wasnt in the mood to deal with anything, but i went out with the boys either way. But all we did was rant on people in the freezing cold outside of my friends house, while i kept getting sick. I return home and usually my cousin and i do something but that night i just crashed i was really that sick when i got home. Saturdaymorning i wake up and start watching cartoons and play video games and read the TuckerMax stories( they are funny, even better than this blog.... shut-up) as i laughed and cursed at my illness i start to get hungry so my dad and i go eat. i come back and once again do nothing but later my cousin calls. he and i are poor and we were going to go to IHOP to just get some pie and coffee but he never comes due to lack of money or fear of infection. That night i catch up with some friends and i just meditate on certain things, especially on becoming beter friends with Miss Loya. but the only way i think i will be able do this is by opening up a little more and i suck at showing emotions. That night i also talked to Rose for a long while, she is awsome. the next morning i wake up sick as a mule and i realize i have to go to juarez later. so i shower and just relax and i decide i will not give my usual additude about going. usually i will pout and get all mad, my dad then gets mad, then when i get there i calm down because i cant do anything about it. but this week i acctually didnt mind on going, except one problem, i was sick and it was as cold as my additude towards charlie. but i really wanted to go, first i wanted to see my cousin, second i wanted to get some candy, and to top it off there was a birthday and i wanted some cake. but when i am about to get into the car my dad just looked at me, and said "go back inside, i dont want you to get any worse than you are" it was a bitter sweet feeling, but as much as i dislike doing pointless stuff with my dad, i hate when he is alone doin stuff, i dont know why. so what i did the rest of the night was watch tv and drink juice. then my cousin and i had the idea to watch cartoons. so we go, get our blankets and sit on the couch. after the second eppisode we lay down and to get comfortable i get on top of him. (not like that u perverts) at that point i am feeling very sick and he is as tired as hell,in a mix of cold and our physical status topped of with the monotone sounds of cartoons we we end up going to sleep. wen we wake up, we look at eachother and decide that, that was probably the gayest thing any of us has ever done, but it was a good nap. No i am not gay. Thats it, pretty boring but i was sick.....yea thats it.
So long farewell,
!!The Good Guy!!

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State and other missadventures with ur very own....CARLOS!!!
Yea last time i posted was saturday. So state came and whent and took me down with it. The trip was a trip on many levels but to define trip, trip= to fall, trip=to grow incohearent to normality, trip= to move to another place usually away from home to go to somewheres cool.
SUNDAY!
I left, the busride was fun not too much commotion just waited for us to hit McDonnald's.
McDonnalds
We arive and BA is there. Cool....sure. So we just walk around, im not hungry we walk then i hear from thecrowds of people from Americas and BA, "do u know C arlos the Trumpet player?" Funk, i look like shit, all my friends are being jerks. ic ant see her now. Then Rose gets me, this is where i go wrong. I pannic (donno why im an idiot) i grab her and i make her run. We hide and thenc ome out. it was pointless. so i meat her friends, she meets mine. all fine andwell, i give her my hat.
MONDAY!
This day i will not forget. I wake up, we have to meet at some park accross the street, then later we have another practice, and then we go see 3A finals. Ok we go get redy for the day, i look through my shit, i cant find my uniform shirt, we need it for the practice and most importantly the stadium, this pretty much kills my day. all morning i ask people if they have extras, my friends laugh. Untill, my friend Angel. he proposes i take his shirt and he will take a hit for me. Thank God. I convince him to wear a coat for the practice. To sweeten the deal i buy him a hat he had been wanting. So it was practice time, it is all good i get to keep a clean rep with the directors..... At the stadium we are supposed to go to the finals, i walk confident that i pulled all this bullshit off, and i trip and fall, fuck stairs. Later i find Rose and the rest was history. At the hotel we are supposed to get our uniforms from the truck. we get to the hotel drop our bags off in the room on the 17th floor, on some of the slowest elevators. we think..."coffee sounds good" ok, lets get starbucks.
STARBUCKS
I enter with my buddys. We talk normal. I get in line with em. We are talking, i spew out somethng like, "Yea dude its cause ur fucking stupid" At that instant this little girl pops out of nowhere and a fucking cop high on his luitenant status (ouu what power!!...) turns the fuck around and tells me "hey watch ur mouth son, dont u see the child?" fuck i froze up, instantly i thought, ok, this guy thinks he is the shit because he has a badge, he also belives that freedom of speach is not entirely free, and he thinks giving tickets to holigans such as myself is a thrill. What do i do? i just suck it up, i let him win this one, fuck him. this prick was a serious prick, i mean couldnt he of at least said it in a nicer way instead of the whole scene. As i walk with my tail between my legs, my friends laugh its kool but fucking pendleton always fucking makes shit worse, i felt like punching him.
SUNDAY AT THE HOTEL
So we head out of the starbucks, no later than 2 minutes i fucking fall on a little stairway, fuck karma. So i keep hobleing along as we get closer to the hotel we find that the uniform truck is about to leave, but we dont bother asking the booster if some uniforms were left back. we go in, the director goes up to us and tells us. "hope u guys aren't here for ur uniforms". We go runing back to the truck, we get to see the tailights and licenceplate. quickly we start making a plan. we ditch the coffee in our room and go to the meating in the lobby. after many hopeless efforts in trying to find our uniforms and finding a good excuse, we determine that the best thing to do is to tell one of the directors what had happend during room check. So we head back to our room. My friend and I stay back just to reflect a little. As we gather our wits and head for our room, the elevator comes we sit back and wait for the door to close, then as the doors start to close in comes Mr. Vega and Mr. Bailey. Fuck! so there is an awkward pause and the battle begins. the elevator is silent. there is me, Angel, Pendleton(he forgot his uniform), some bitchy commie chiks, 2 directors, and a flag.
THE ELEVATOR
bailey starts stuff out. as Vega leers at Pendleton and myself(the bitch knows what we did), and he also stares at Angel donno why he had his shit together the whole trip.
BAILEY: [to vega] Did u hear 4 BOYS forgot their uniform on the bus.
VEGA: [obviously pissed and disapointed] yea, its a shame.
COMMIE BITCH #1: I dont understand how u can forget it, blah blah blah blah. (stupid bitch)
COMMIE BITCH #2: (obviously is a follower to #1) yea (then some stupid bullshit. Bullshit right people!)
so now its a mood for the commies to take advantage of the whole situation, but luckly i have quick wits
ME!: So what are THEY going to have to do? [looking directly at VEGA and ignoring some commies]
VEGA: Well THEY are just going to have to change in back of the stadium. (i can see his true inner evil spirit wanting to come out and attack me)
PENDLETON: [gives some retarded persons laugh] thats fair.
(now the little clash is over and there is an extreamly awkward silence in the air)
ANGEL: So.....Where are u all from?
[we laugh and 5 seconds later we are out of that coffin]
so later that evening we had room checks we ask what we are going to do about our uniforms, we have to warm up in whatever he have to put on underneath our uniforms. all fine and well. the rest of the night was kool. I sorta fell asleep, but what woke me up was that some flag girls had come to our room they brought candy, yay! so we just talked.

TUESDAY (gameday)
we woke up went to dennys and chatted about the trip, turns out mine was the worst due to the shirt, uniform, and incohearent panic, these events led me to believe the world was against me. ......meh.....so on to state. at warm up me and my buddys all looked a fool. everyone looked sharp but all we had on was a white shirt gym shorts and long black socks topped off with marching shoes. so we had to play, very emotional, one of the best preformances, but i think we could of done better.so we went back to our busses, ate and went back to see the announcements. there i would find Rose. that was fun. we went back somewhere and went back. i chilled for a while with my buds and then ventured off on my own to find Rose and just think about some stuff. soon after i found someone, it was Ms. Tanya Loya. we talked about stuff and more stuff, and about post 17 and other stuff. she is a cool lady, any guy who can get her is lucky (hear that Baca?) i made a good friend that night, and then i found Rose, we had fun. then later i look at my watch, i realize that no BA or Americas people have gone by. we try to find them, no luck. so we quickly say our good byes and we run to our busses. turns out i sigle handedly caused everyone to back track almost an hour. YAY!

so thats the trip. there are so many more details but i cant force u to read a 5+ page report. for the time back to today not much happend. but today is somethn i wont forget any time soon either. so i get picked up by one of my friends, they are going to go drink and get high, i might join in if not i might be able to score at least 5 bucks from a drunk guy. so i go, instantly i knw it was a bad idea, they dont even have a safe place to hide out and do that stuff, but i decide to follow along make sure we dont get caught. so we go to a little park not verry lit and very deep. so they bring out the quarts and the weed. it is all good, are lighting the stuff soon after one of the girls takes off with my friend to go eat. about 3 minutes later, we receive a call....cops are headed for us. At this time we see our friends leave in their car. we just hear cops, we are half baked and its not untill we see lights that it hits us. fuck, we start runin for our lives, there are five of us, i try to convince 2 others to run, but these fucks are high and drunk so i tell them if jail would be cool. by the time i had convinced them the other 2 were already at base camp. so we went off went to my friends house, luckly he lives near one of the flag girls that we talk to. so we hide at her house, and supprize supprize the other 2 runaways are there. as we walk in we see the dad. i have to front because the other 2 are fucked up. we walk in. we gather our scences and then we call our friend. during this time we are so delirious that its hard not to laugh. i feel bad and very great full for that act of kindness from flag friend. i feel terrible, i dont really talk to the girl and i just blew my first REAL first impression with her. Sorry. But i thank her so much, im in her debt. so our friend picks us up and we go to peter piper. here i fuck up once again, and fuck up another first impression. oh well, i was high, she will understand. so later i decide its best for me to go home. and im back.

That was pretty much the week. um....yea.
Now i have to do alot of homework.
BYE BYE!

18th Post

(edit:this point at night i was really tired i dont know what the hell i wrote.)
Man i am going to try to update this more often but stuff happens. Yea last time i posted was last week, so yea. Saturday was cool we made state. Monday sucked. Tuesday was great since i went to Chip's house, it was great, i will NEVER forget that. Wendsday sucked. Thursday, sucked. Friday, hmm, this day was a good day, it was my dads b-day so we wake up eat and reflect, its always cool, go then i go to skool( rest of the day sucked.), i go, go eat, go to the game. but at the game it was the worst one. I had to sit next to Charlie, i was going to punch him in the face. then in the bus fucking that ugly ass fh player had to open her mouth AGAIN. This time she complained about us booing the team, fuck the team and fuck her, she went into a speach luckly i had my handy-dandy-.....mini-disk player!. so she yapped on for a while while i heard the flailing riffs and runs of No Remorse. but i still heard her, from what i caught she was pissed kept talking about how the football team showed us respect so we should show em the same thing, also something about how she is ruinning her life by getting married after highschool, and how one of my friends was a failure in life, but he obviously only acts stupid at school, then she kept bitching and bitching it got annoying. But it only agrivated me cause she kept talking!
she couldnt shut up. but the thing is that if we are not allowed to screw around now when can we?

As for today, i woke up had to go to practice. I kame back home and chilled with my dad and had a birthday dinner. later i went to my friends house we got high, it was cool, ive done it before but i never felt it that much. I would add details, but im tired and i need sleep scince we leave tomorrow. Ill make my First Explanation and also, another post. as for now i need sleep and to pack my bags.

Until then,
Good bye!

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An eclipse and starshine.
Tonight we just put down our routine and reflect on something beutiful (word for the reader: I hate the words beutiful and love, i use them when its nesasary, to me the words go hand in hand something that is beutiful is something that you can fall in love with. those words are over used and have lost all their meaning in the society we live today). This might not happen for another couple years. I cryed a bit today. See my mom went off to college in Sweetwater TX, ive never heard of it either, and recently my sister re-enrolled to Texas Tech. Now our house of 5 shrunk down to a party of 3 just the boys, my dad,brother, and me. Every day i have to bum a ride to get home because when i get out of school my brother is at skool till 9 and works nights, and my dad gets home at 11pm. I am alone till at least 12. Sure having no supervision has its perks, but today i took a trip back to a better place, My house exactly one year ago. it was all of us living under one roof and wakeing up early to sing happy birthday to my dad. We had cake and coffee and it was off to school. on the weekends we would eat breakfast together and talk about our week ahead and past, its always been like that. but today when i took some time off from my routine, i talked to my sister, my mom, my dad, and ate dinner with my brother. Its been so fucking long that i dont talk to them on the same day it just made me wonder so many things and made me thank God that i have a family that is so connected, but what got me is not going to leave my head for a while.

Was last year the last time we would living under the same roof?
sadly i think it is. See, my brother is 22 and my sister is 23, both are working on higher education and once they finish, they are going to be full "adults", probly lookin to settle down. as for me i would be done with highskool and probly started college. By this time our future is not at my parents house. so, now i come to realize i wont be waking up on saturday and eating breakfast with my family. it sux. i took it for granted and now i shed tears of remorse. Though its not bitter remorse i now know why people like to take life to its fullest. i learned a hard leason, but it will help me. its true. It really is the little things in life that make it worth living. i miss my family.

Good night

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Postopia!
Yea i am going to go to sleep after this so ill keep it short. today was a game and stuff and of course BitchNoName had to be a bitch and she now has a sidekick. i hate her sidekick as well. First she is a big time hypocrite she claims to be very dedicated to band, but does she know all her runs? does she??? then she is never at practice, and she fucking is just as much of a bitch as BitchNoName plus she is a senior!! fuck i hate her. yea she pissed me off the most in the fucking bus. ok they told us to shut up and what not as we were leaving the field. Normal. Then after we were put at ease by the security guard that was chaperoning the bus, she goes into the biggest peice of shit speach about safety after games. the speach my thoughts are in brakets : " yea guys when were leaving eastwood or bel-air becarefull, these guys are bad. [prejudice peice of shit, go fuck urself.] we stay quiet and put our heads down for a reason. [hmm, yea its happend, but ur restating shit the security guy JUST WHENT OVER!] i mean they will throw rocks, and some of them have guns. [hold on there, ur saying these guys have guns???? fuck if it were true id be shitting my pants, because i mean a gun?? no real police? no real watchouts in the perimiter? no armed guards?? fuck what kind of currupt city is this?? AAHHHHH!!!....yea its major bullshit so go fuck urself, eat someshit and learn to like it, because ur just spreading abunch of bullshit.] prejudice bitch, fucking half-assed commie, just a pile of shit. after the game we went cruising sorta, we didnt have money so we just went around, and we found a new drinkin alley. and we did a bit of vandalizm at a construction site for a new home, we parked the car and went haywire. all we did was just walk around lookin for stuff to take such as tools and money and jelly-beans....yea so that was fun and every time a car passed we got so paranoid, a car passed and instantly we got prone on the ground hilarity later ensues. then we went to peter pipper. our friend edgar was there, he seems happy with life and his relationship, so good for him. We were there for a while and then ernie came with 2 of our friends. and we decided to do something stupid, but scince no one had any idea what to do we spent most of our time talking at peter pipper. we went to his house and unsucessfully tried to break into his neighbors abandoned house. That was my night, and now im talkin to rose so...yea. and tomorrow i have UIL at the sac, ill be there from 11-at least 7.
Bye all!

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Post-Appoctaliptic
Yea im just posting to waste some time. Well today was boring but practice was stupid. So i wake up late as usual, i manage to seep through the cracks to practice, yay for me! so we start and my buddy is not there we have a person MIA. The guy turns out has a terrible case of streptococcus and will be out for at least tomorrow. I dont know why i feel bad, i guess scince we ignored him when he complained about his throwt. :-\ so practice began with only one person out. then of course the Nazi and BitchNoName were there to ruin the day. oh yea BitchNoName has a name, its Anna so now her name is umm...i cant think of one, she will stay BitchNoName, it has more of a zing. practice ended with everyone a lil more hope. The rest of the day was a blur, i just remember lerning to id different IP's and that 127.0.0.0 is a loopback and cant be used. The end of the day then we had practice, it was ok acctually. Nazi didnt get to me, so it was a decent practice that i actually gave a shit about. A recap, Nazi < Carlos Nieto. then i have to finish my hw, i hate radicals! commies+propaganda=bad day. i dont know what else to say, this post seems kinda short, so if u want stop reading cause the rest will be just pointless bull.

PointlessBull Enter here.
Be warned. Just alot of random thoughts!
Streptococcus is strepthrought if u havent already figured it out. Yea i feel bad bout Ernie. I neeed to talk to Tania more, shes an interestin person. I need to talk to edgar, havent really seen him in a while, i need to get my report card and see my lousy grades. should i give up this thing? wheres my cusin? i need to stop playing so much quake3. Im having problems with java in Firefox, anyone got solutions? Im getting scared to start IP subnetting. 10 people in this world, ones who count in binary and others who dont. ;) yes i am a nerd but i can have ur machine down before u finish reading this. bloggerboys. im tired. i like peaches. i like waffles, waffles>pankakes. pi is irrational. when a person goes to dinosaur do people gather around the cake and expect me to cut it when i am being pulled next to a dryer?-no
Bye all, i think this thing is making me nutz.
have a nice day, and ya'll come back now.

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(CAUSION! this may be a boring post, its too late and im tired. so read it if ye want, but im not making any promises.....i can keep)
I promise This post kicks ass. I know some of the others have been goin to hell, but im a boring guy, if you want gimme some feed back on what you want me to write about, or else i am just going to rant, go nuts, vent, and pretty much waste your time and having you scratching your head on some of the subjects, so please some feedback would be nice. unproductivity kicks ass.

Im tired. I've been going to sleep way too late, and wakeing up way to early. I need more sleep. My head also hurts. I still need to finish my fucking homework, fuck chem. This is barely the begginging of the week. i wonder what the rest will be like. Too much i have to do, but i have fucking band!! Then i know were not going to state, unless everyone steps it up, but thats not bloody likely. Most people are as tired as me. fuck it. I need a break from band. But its almost all over so yea. Fuck, today was horrible in practice, we went to the SAC to practice on the field for like 3 hours. It sucked because this is one of those times that being such a kick ass pirate doesnt pay off. I barly found out we had this practice today. Then we werent going to have easy access to water, so i had to bust out 2 bucks for a large bottle of water. Thats money i need :( then during that practice no one wanted to be there but of course the comies had to make it worse. Then the director is losing all hope on us. fuck him. i just want to go to sleep now. i need to catch up on my work. Im sleepy and sorta frustrated with my cousin. He is compelled to rant on kerry,the yankees, some random bitch, anything he finds wrong. I mean, ok do it its cool, but you really dont have to get mad and raise your voice and try to make every person around you agree with you. But i thank God for my friend that lent me her lab notebook, it is saving me alot of time, Take that Ms. Blow!!! Yea i dont like her, but i dont hate this teacher. She looks like a linebacker and she can be a bitch, like one of those "strict" teachers but they end up coming out as being really bitchy and unjust. yea you know the type. FUCK THEM! but i like her because she is very clear on what she wants from ya, and she will answer the stupidest questions to the best of her ability. Trust me i have tested it out, i have doen it so much i have taken the challenge of making her mad from the pointless question. So as of today, i am making a new holiday celebrated by the most important person in the world. ME! it is " stupid question day" it will be awsome, better than 420 and april fools combined! All you have to do is ask any random question such as "will my computer go back in time and get me a dinosaur so i can ride him around and start an underground soviet mob?" the goal is, the longer, irrelevant, and pointless question wins. and you get a shiny new prize. But scince this holiday is still in its Alpha stages, there has been no news on the day or if it will require a day off. Mabe December 25th. Is it already taken???
It has begun.........................................................................................................fuck im tired.
Sleepy time, yay!
bye

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Lucky 13.
Well, right now i really should be doin my homework. Its a team project and instead of typing the report im typing in this. So, Friday came and whent and took Saturday with him on the binge. This weekend was ok, sorta.
Friday
Yea this day was ok. Nothin big, xcept i was supposed to meet Rose in the mall, but i donno if i chickend out, or it was fate. What happend is that i was supposed to be meeting her in the mall, all fine and good, but my cousin was in a hurry so i had to go when he left. Its all good up to this point, i dont really care how long i spend with her, as long as i see her i would be happy, id enjoy every second. but before we even left from my house, she called, wanted to see where we would meet, i told her i was on the clock with my cusin. but then this is where i am debating weathr i just pussyed out or not:the conversation,
HER; so should we meet somewhere
ME; uh, i really cant
HER; oh ok, what are ya wearing just so when i see ya.
ME; [some bullshit vague description]
HER; ok, ill see ya.
Ok, this is just a bad example of low iq or a good example of how the subconsious works.
Was i really on a leash with my cousin?-he has a fone, he was goin to do one thing, i could of found him
Could i of given i better description?- Yep
Am i really that intimidated by girls?- (In an exagerated manly voice) no........(like a whipped dog) yes
Subconcious or IQ?-i ono, im an idiot ;)
So after that, we went to go eat. There we saw some scarry old people, we almost lost our appetite....for destruction. So that sitdown we just made fun of those old people. And our waitress had a nice face, very friendly.

Saturday
Woke up, finnally shaved and got a haircut. Clean i look now. I went to the UIL thing, all my friends were grounded or doin somethin special, so i didnt go out. I came home, and my cousin had with him a whole mess of PS2 games, so we were up till 3 watching cartoons (Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama) and playing DBZ:Budokai 2. Fun aye?

Today
I woke up wicked erly, i got dressed and went to Juarez to the ghettoest part of it. My family was fun, but to get there is a storry i will be tellin for at least a week. So we cross, of course i hate goin so i am quiet in the car. We get to the little Colonia and we forgot were my uncles house is, so we just decide to follow our instincts. For the first 2 miles we are ok, we start remembering stuff, yay. But then, a fork in the road. Left to the nice road we go, imediately we find its not nice. I mean we didnt go more than 5 meters and we got stuck in the dune. FUCK!! I got pissed more than anything. My dad was eaven worse. I just got out, and started digging. My dad stayed in venting on our mistake. Then this is when i proove anti-TV people wrong. TV can save ya in real life. What we did, is get some towels and some plywood we found near by to get some tracktion. When was the first referance i found to the traction trick is from the Discovery channel, the next the simpsons, then next that 70's show, next....u get the point. Take that Sally Jessy Dumnass Bitch. So we calmed down, and went to the shindig. It was fun we were plaing and all, talkin about stuff, my grandma was makin fun of everyone and of herself. Then i jammed my finger, plaing soccer.

I need sleep man!
Laterz

12th Post

Homework sux. But its almost Friday so to celebrate this occasion, i will not be doing my Homework, least not all of it. So today was a crappy day sorta, the crappy stuff that happend to me ended up being sorta funny. You see, in the morning i got to practice really late. I did my half assed push-up and walked my laps. This was funny because the commie alonzo already knew i was going to do it, all he said to me was "40 and a lap, and this time, try to put some effort into it" i just laughed and did em worse. Then it was practice time. Everything was going like a normal practice, the usual stuff, move right, move left, turn your head, cough, etc. Then near the end of practice the funnyest, most fucked up thing happened to me. The director was lookin at our arch somone was off so he gave directions, one by one on where to go, my turn came up. He says over the intercom thing, "Leo, ok just move to the left." I look around befuddled, at that point i was shoked, he didnt even hesitate on the name, he said it so naturally. So i just keep lookin around, i point to myself, he says "yea you!" i just look at him i yell out along with some other DI guy, "Its Carlos sir." The next line i cant make this up, he clearly said, "yea. Whatever....". Hillarity sweeps through the field faster than champagne on ice. I start to break out in laughter, hell if i can't beat em. But the irony to it is that normally he will just say something to make up for it, not exactly appologize but he will make it clear it was an accident, but of course i get the only time when he is on his days. Fun stuff. THen here comes 2nd period. All is fine and good, until my idiot friend has to start the "I dont give a fuck" everyone at the table says it at a moderate volume, but of course im a kick ass pirate and say it louder than a cow on fire(boy those are loud when their up in flames). The teacher calls me. She instantly says "Mr Nieto lets call mom to tell her waht u just said" fuck she meant it, but Carlos Nieto does not back down from a battle. I stand up, look into her eyes.
ME- "My mom?"
Teacher-"yeah"
me-ok, but im pretty sure she is not there
Teacher- [thinkin shes got me beat] ok lets call her at work
[silly teachrs, i throw her the best curve ever]
Me-oh she is not living in el paso, but we can still call home to see who is there, my brother mabe.
Teacher-[a wtf look on her face] ok, just sit over here.
PWNED BITCH! i walk to my seat, almost wanting to wave to the crowds and get my applause. for the rest of the class my friends at the corner of the room kept laughing, i just sat back and meditated on my victory. So my day was done. But before i could leave, i got out of my friends car shut the door...hmm, my finger is stuck. MY FINGER IS STUCK???? SHIT! MY FINGER IS STUCK IN THE DOOR!! i start yelling looking at it, my friend looks at me, looks at my finger, looks at me, he starts yelling. For a good 3 seconds my finger is caught between the door. I just open the door and start laughing. fuck my day was fucked.
Later in the day my cusin comes over and shows my a picture he drew on his down time, wtf it means i dont know but its worth posting.

(my cousin got mad cause u cant see the writing, the girl= "My ghetto prince", Me [supposedly]:Thats right baby, as for the crown it says Burger King:)

Laters

11th Post

I really should be doing homework right now, but i don't want to do it. So these past couple of days people have really been getting to me. It sux, and the only person i do want to talk to i cant because i'm too busy to even post! Well today i said fuck it, so i am currently just finishing the easyest homework and posting.

So on saturday, i forgot to mention a big thing in detail. So we went hoping to come out with a coke and a Pizza to make in the uven. But did we? No we came out with Poker chips, cards, and iced-cream. Along our journey in wal-mart, we stumbled in the halloween section fun stuff. As we were striken in awe from the orange and black, we pondered our decision on what to do that evening. We thought about going to trick-or-treat by ourselves, but that was out of the question, i mean how much candy are u really going to give too 2 idiots in costumes? So we thought about it, and thought, and thought, untill we found an answer. I picked up a pitchfork, "We scare for our candy". Yes thats it! My cousin agreed and picked up a battle axe. We instantly went midevil on eachother as the general staff passed us. After an awkward stare, we stopped and saw the costumes. My cousin put on a Zorro/Lone Ranger looking mask and put it on. As we rummaged through the foam costumes, we found a Twinkie costume. Naturally i had to put it on. Next, we found a costume shaped and printed as it were a pizza slice, yes a pizza, so there goes my cusin with that costume. All this while the part of the staff kept circleing the aisle pretending to work almost stopping to see our unproductive minds at work. So we kept looking around with our costumes and weapons in hand while talking about how we will scare children for the candy, all the while my cusin was complaining about there being no NINJA costumes, i on the otherhand was busy making up noises to scare little children while dressed as a giant Twinkie.
(an artist rendering)

*watch for more toons in the future.

So then we left the store triumphent.
Until next time, good day. (the font is smaller cause it glitched and i dont wanna change it.)
Peace and love people.


10th Post

Hmm...this thing came earlyer than i thought. so.....YAY ITS MY TENTH POST!!!!. Now, down to buisness. Today gay fucking skool started. Practice was gay also, cause i get to wake up at 6:00 to get yelled at by a commie. Then it started raining, once again i yelled at the raingod, people stared. Later that morning i came to realize i really hate Charlie. This fucking boob just fucking gets too me. He is like a bigger dullard than Pendleton. I dont even know why the fuck he chills with us, im guessing because he is secretly in fucking love with Ernie, no one has the balls to tell him he gets in the way (i've told him, but he thought i was joking or he doesnt respect me, i donno. fuck him), and did i mention he has a homosexual crush on Ernie? Fucking shitface doesnt know when he gets in the way, he is usually in the way like all the time. Last year he really got in the way, like more than fucking Taylor, that kid also gets to me, but not as much because he gets quiet when u tell him off. Shit face. Yea charlie i dislike alot, even though i do my best to fucking try to get a reason to give him respect, he ends up fucking himself by doing something stupid or trying way to hard. and for some reason im the only one that fucking realises he really doesnt have any friends just fucking people he forces to talk to him. FUCK YOU. i really try to give him some credit, but he pisses away the opportunity, mabe because he tryes way to hard and ends up looking like a fuck face, or mabe its cause he doesnt really have a hold on who he really is and is forced to pretend he is someone he is not. This shit face tryes to fucking be funny and sorta can be, but then he tryes to keep the rhythm going but ends up crashing and burning making the whole day of jokes a bust. Fuck then i donno if he is retarded or like, just arrogant. Because sometimes people will give him the biggest clearest signals to get the fuck away but he goes ahead pretending they are his friends. sometimes its fucking funny in a dark sorta way. also he tryd to remotely act like me, either as a joke or a serious thing, but he got to me. then he is trying to act all tough when he goes up to me i instantly go on the defence he thinks its funny, but im not going to get sucker punched so what if it looks like im a pussy, fuck him, i am too much of a dick to everyone not to be a little scared of revenge. Yea this guy, fuck i really cannot get along with, i do my best, but either im right, or i am putting my scocial standards too high. Then what really got to me is in the morning one of my friends came with a massive hangover, we are just making fun of him and shit a little clapping in his ear, we stop. Who has to come to fucking shake his fucking boddy to really fuck shit up for my friend? yep the fucking idiot. This jackass has to go up to him and like give him a hard fucking push, like the ones you give when u are about to start a fight. fuck. That is not to cool when u have a hangover. Fucking idiot, thats like -5 points on the respect scale. and his was already at 0 to begin with. But because im such a fucking awsome person, i will not drop him below 0 even though he deserves it. Fuck him.

So i get home, happy cause i dont have practice. Then i eet, do my homework, then i just pass out, i am so tired. I wake up, then i talk to one of my friends from hanks, she is awsome a very nice gal, much respect towards her and her sis. so i start talkin to Nickles, as i call her, i feel sorr because i was skrewing with her, making her think i was mad. (If ur reeding this, i am not mad or ever was, i feel awful about it im sorry) then my brother has to use the computer at the very moment i was doing this, so she ended up logging off. then my cusin came, distracted me. i just felt like a bad friend at the moment, but then he brought out the new FHM and i got happy again. Arrrrrg. i finish reeding most of it, i start thinkin of my situation with Nickles, i get sad.

So later i talk to Rose, i reallise once again how much i care for her. And she makes everything better. so now im happy and shit. so now im going to talk to Rose till one of us falls asleep.
Untill i can post, most likely Sat.
Um.
Good day, and remember the answer is blowing in the wind.

9th Post

*This is going to be my only post for a while since i have to start skool tomorrow. :(

So last night was fun, but today was shit. We came back from the sunrise and a nice breakfast at McDonalds, and then we got ready and whent to church really erly. We came back home, had some serious plans for serious people. We were still a bit tired so we just sat down, and watched some toons. About a minute later, we fell asleep. Fuck u sandman! I woke up at exactly 3:57:45 shit, our day was ruined. I had to get up and do some bullshit homework, and my science project. FUCK i really dispise those with a passion. My cousin just went to his home and went to go eat with his side of the family. Fuck we were pissed. but my day didnt end all that bad.

At about an hour of intensive work, i got a mesage from one of my friends. She was bored and i was frustrated and bored, and almost done with my homework. She and i kept crossing subjects not really knowing what to talk about, till the fatefull message came "well...talk about anything im really bored"
ME: anything?
Her: ANYTHING?
ME: are u sure
HER: yes.
ME:ok, lets talk about sex
[for the record: 1. i am not a perv, 2. She is not a perv, 3. i am just in for the knowledge of the subject, 4. she nor i are/were horny, 5. i just wanted some input about the girls side]
After this, i unloaded all my questions, she gave me some answers and questions. it was a very informative, interesting, and just a good conversation. it cleared up alot of my questions. and before u go laughing, how many of u people have that sorta friend that will be open to stuff like that, and is so comfortable with you to give you that sorta info? so fuck off. I happen to be very loyal to my friends, so i will not disclose any info on her, or our chat, so just use ur imagination.

After she left, i got bored. then my all time favorite person got online, my GF!! i got happy. Then she left to do some stuff, i got sad. So i started on the homework once again. so that was my day, pretty gay no? but now i gotta convince my gf into letting me call at this hour.

Untill i can update,
Have a good day!

8th Post

Saturday. It was a normal saturday, but it was also the day of SISD, and my cousins pizza party. I had to miss the pizza, damn. Well i woke up bought new white gloves, and went to get ready. As i was about to get ready, people had pizza and i got a peice, it was so good, a little hot but good. Munchin down on my slice, i burnt myself, ouch. Then i burnt my hand, i dropped my pizza, as i swatted it down to try to save it i accidently hit it into my pants around the crotch. Now i have a grease stain on my shorts. Fuck! i shrug it off and get ready. We do our deal in the bandroom, and head to the busses, in the bus we share it with the Horns. We are all getting settled, and who has to open her mouth? Yep, BitchNoName. BitchNoName was compeled to fucking open her mouth, seems the directors speech really took an impact on her, she kept yelling something about fucking concentrating. FUCK YOU! So we kept talking, arrrrggg. So we went, did our show. I was sad cause i didnt see Rose. :( We went back on the bus, and once again BitchNoName had to open her trap. saying something about being respectfull to your enemy, fuck you, pirates don't respect anyone, esp. their enemy. Stupid bitch doesnt know the pirate code. arrrrrrgg. As we made pointless noise on the bus i decided to make more noise, turns out it makes peple annoyed, meh, i dont give a shit. as i got dressed back into my civilian clothes, people were wondering on what to do, they were being lazy, so i gave them some advise, and scince i wasnt going to go anywhere with my stained pants, i went home. Fuck im still debating weather that was a smart idea, or not, the events are as follows:

-9:00 come home just chill and wait for my cousin to come over.
-9:30 cousin gets home, complained about hunger
-10:00 convince my GF to let me go to her house, but i end up having to stay because my cousins car is a bit unreliable.
-10:30 me and my cousin are still hungry and end up watching SNL
-11:45 cousin and i are still hungry and sleepy
-12:00 still complaing abour hunger
-12:10 decide to go to wal-mart to buy a Fresheta Pizza
-12:20 fuck around in wal-mart for a while trying on costumes, and checking prices on stuff, we buy a pack of dice, pack of chips, and a pack of "Premium Bee Casino" playing cards 89 cents. oh yea, pizza, some icecream, and a 2liter Cream soda. This will go down as one of the most pointless, unproductive, but entertaining all nighter that me and my cusin have ever done.
-1:30 Get home cleen my room a bit, and watch the end of She Spies
-2:00 make our pizza
-2:15 PIZZA IS DONE!!!
-2:17 eat our pizza and end up seeing, i swear, Tx Walker Ranger we come to realize it wasnt that good a show.
-2:30 start our game of Poker, normal shit. My cousin explains to me that before this night he had only played strip poker up in Maine
-3:00 start plaing Tx hold em
-3:00:45 decide it was stupid
-3:01 play poker once again
-3:03 my cousing gets the best hand of our lives, A royal flush in spades, fuck him
-3:05 play black jack
-3:30 get some icecream and decide to play our Crazy version of craps. It takes us about 5+ seconds to add up every number...we are really feeling the sleep depravision.
[The rules: Play as normal craps. but here you can make bets by adding in money to your own number, if ur "hot bet" number is rolled you win.]
-3:55 When putting in our bets my cousin decides to kiss his chip and say , "luck for me, poison for you" ending with an evil smirk and laugh. I counter with, "ok...i wont give u the andtidote............(evil eyes and evil voice) to the poison you just drank." ending with an evil smirk and evil laugh
-4:00 play and decide to take a break
-4:15 start to play mutating the game a bit more, and repeating "to the poison u just drank" and on occasion "luck for me....poison for you"........We have officially gone insane
[The Mutated Rules: now instead of picking our own "hot bet" simpily pick a card, if you get a K,A,7,2,J get another one untill u get a number or a Q which is 12]
-5:20 last game we decide just to stay up and bullshit till mornin

Thats my night, it was fun but i dont know if it was the sleepyness or just plain enjoyment, mabe a bit of both. right now, im going to go to scenic overpass to watch the sunrise.
Laters

7th Post

Man im sleepy. I'll start by saying this thing is probly going to get updated once a week starting Sunday since i start gay skool on Monday. Well anywho, today was a normal "Game" day go to practice, a couple run-throughs, normal sheet. Practice ends, my friends are going to go out to drink, all fine and good let them be. Meanwhile, i go home to chill with my parents. When the time comes to go to the bandroom and get ready for the game i go, meet my friends and such and get ready scince im always about. Normal shit. But this time i meet my friends but one of them if fuckng buzzed, funny shit, if they catch him hes out for good. Funny shit. As me and some of the sober peple watch him stuble to his seat we make fun of him. At the round table discussion, they duscus about what is going to happen today at 4:15pm. Then its prize time! See every week every section picks a winner for the most dedicated and they get a special prize, it most likely is a cupon for a fast food joint, of course i never win scince im stuck with the B-squad, not to mention im a pirate, arrrrr. so the prizes drawings begin. Then its the trumpets turn, guess who wins? Yep its my pissed drunk pal. Poor guy, so much ranting when he got called. It whent, "common man give us a bow", and "Common give us a speech". Of course he wasn't that drunk. To top off the laughter that went on, the Director smirked at all of the Ranting that was goin on but didnt know why!!! shit face. Fuck im tired.
At the game my pal was really feeling it, as we started to march into the stands we could see his determination not to get out of line, so concentrated, but if you were to see him, he lookes really constipated. Making our lines to go into the stands, i was forced to make a line with the horns. it was fine because that way i could still be with the trumpets, just one row away. But to my luck, who has to sit right infront of me, yep BitchNoName. At this point i laughed, with my buddys at my side, it was only trouble for her. I just said to my drunk friend and his sideman, "help me piss her off." So we did. until someone convinced her to move seats, DING DONG the witch is dead. Once she was gone we began to reflect on our great victory. Fucking bitch was the main topic, but off to my side...one of her henchmen, but he was a pussy, i dont know if hes told her all the shit we said yet, we'll see today.

After the game, i went home and me and my cousin decided to go to the movies.We went inside to get our tickets with that nifty credicard machine, its great, turns out im a senior citizen when i use that, SUCKERS!! but it was turned off, damn! so we were forced to pay full price. In the line we saw some emo peple, i felt like punching them, behind us were some guys in their late twentys who probably had a buisness bachalors from EPCC, and still worked in their "sweet gig" at Echostar. They were blabering about some pointless shit, i felt like punching them. friday night lights was the one. This really was a great movie, worth the full price. After our emotional breakdown in there, we decided to go get some waffles at Ihop. We get in the car....hmm...the alarm doesnt signal off(please not now)hmm the electronic doors dont work(crap dont tell me), hmm...the lights dont turn on(please dont), yes our battery was dead. NOOOOO!!!!!!!! our waffles!!!! we were sad. So we had to call my house to charge us up, thankfully my brother had just walked in. So that was our night, no waffles.

Fuck im tired, sorry if this post was lame, my life is lame, what do u expect?
Can u hear me major tom?
Good day.

6th Post

Today was a bitch, in the morning at least. In practice, Alonzo the Nazi was being more of a little bitch than normal, i guess he forgot his Midol today, but thats not what pissed me off the most, during practice at least, what got to me is this little bitch thats in the Horn line. Shes a hag that is never goin to get any, and she has decided that band is the next best thing. I officially hate her. I dont even know her name, ill call her .... BitchNoName. The reason why i hate her now is this: it was a hard practice, i was putting in extra effort, then they tell us to take a break, get out of the sun normal shit, so anyways i decide to go inside to get a drink and just relax. As i was sipping on my water and talkin with the boys just being genuinely unproductive, we lost track of time and we got to our spots like 10 seconds late, all fine and good, ill do whatever noncence the Nazi tells me and i wont have to hear his shit. i get to my spot, the Nazi goes " Go down for ten" i give him a kick ass pirate laugh and then see that the band is about to start moving again, i tell Adolf, "ill do em after practice". Then out of no where, BitchNoName has to open her fuckin yap, "go down now!!".....fucking bitch. I mean she just saw me turn down Nazi's proposal, who the fuck does she think she is?...oh thats right Mrs. Hitler. At that moment i was just about to tell the bitch off, she is not even a DI or any "rank", shes a pawn, a tool currupted by the propaganda that band gives out, i feel sorry for her at some level. She is not worth my time, or can beat me it was like a cricket to a bull frog. So i thought. it turns out she has become one of the suck ups that make band a Communist affair, if i fuckin touch her, im out. Shit!!! She won this one, once again she has to open her pie hole, "NOW!!!" ohhh, BitchNoName means buisness, i look at her with a grin, she stares back, i laugh, Nazi sees whats happening and makes me go down.The rest of practice i was pissed, not only did she win but she saw me fucking take her shit. BitchNoName doesnt get she just got one of the worst enemys she will ever get. Even though i lost this one by a fucking political technicallity, the war is not over. The revolution has begun. So it's the end of practice im still ticked off at BitchNoName and Alonzo the Nazi, but i manage to cool down, during the speach.[NOTE: at the end of every practice the director has to give a small speach, usually making us feel like shit, during this time me and people will usually reflect on pointless shit just to get a laugh and so we wont have to listen to the shit spewing out of every Nazi there] After that i cool down more, we go inside to finish off the rest of practice. Once again a speach to wrap up practice. but this time some important info, then comes BitchNoName asking a retarted question, i laughed but no one got the joke. let the man finish! so the info was important, It turns out that we have to sign up for our rooms tomorrow, fine and dandy, scince i kick so much ass i'll just room with my buddys. That was the plan, for me at least. Then comes "the nuisance", this guy is a little whiny stuborn up the ass little girl, a Homestar if u will(link is kinda big and requires the Macromedia player "flash player", if u have a shit system like my old one, stay away): i repect Steven Pendle-Sn(check ur periodic table to get the joke kiddos) when hes not being a nuisance. so steve decides to show his face when we are deciding on rooms, he invites himself in. [BACKSTORY: before this we had been in the same rooms for the past 2 years, it was Me, Ernie, Bueno, and Steve.] he is unaware that this year one of us will have to go. Naturally it was him, so i thought. when someone had to tell him, guess who they picked, the biggest prick in the group, ME! I knew i was in trouble. I started to break it to him, he just fuckin kept saying "why? why me? im a little bitch hit me in the head." i knew it wasnt goin to be easy and it isnt, this fucker will do anything to get in, it is either me or him but scince no one will deal with his stubborness, im goin to willingly fucking take the fall, fuck him. we all know he will get in either way, either by me just fuckin giving up, or him getting so annoying that we have no other choice, so ill just fuckin swallow my pride, go down as the bigger man and let him take it, its not worth him crying.FUCK IM PISSED.as it turns out im pissed at the world at this moment, i just fucking want to go home, not talk to anyone at that time, i fucking gather my things i go outside to wait for my dad, sit on my case......then, fuck im falling, seems the grass was all wet underneath my case, it slips, and i start to fall. i cling on for some sorta pride, i just cliged on for a nasty scrape on my arm, fuck that hurt. Thank God that no one saw that. But still i got pissed, but all i did was laugh, what else can ya do?

Later this day i went to the moovies, i saw "A Sharks Tale" meh it was ok, no "finding nemo" but it was worth my $5.Funny stuff though. But what was funnyer is that as me and my bro went to the moovie, we were hearing the radio. and what hapens next is beyond me.
We turn it to Kiss on his XM (fancy) and what comes on is that song "All My Life" by-K-Ci and JoJo. We both look at eachother to make a move, I like the fucking song,unfortunately so did he.... we just stay quiet, and at the main chorus, BAM! we both start singing it, but not just that, we, at some sort of subconcious level, know the entire song. Why we know the lyrics im still trying to figure out. At the end of it we both stay quiet, then change it to something "manly". It was funny when we started to talk bout it.

Well, i just had to clear that shit out.
Good night.

5th Post

Fuck its late, right now im posting for the sake of posting.

Today was like any other day, i got up went to practice and i came home. At home it was eetin time, it was great, i talkd with my dad and we were getting ready to have a nice breakfast, it was cool. We had just finished setting the table and saying grace when the fone rang, DAMN U TELEMARKETERS....so i thought, on the other line it was Rose. Why she had called? Lets go back to last night. She had told me she knew she was going to get in trouble that day so she decided to ditch, it was goin to be sweet. Anyways, she calls, at that moment in time i had forgoten that she was goin to ditch, i was left speechless when i heard her voice. This is the part when i came to the conclusion taht i am an IDIOT. the conversation is pretty much the same or not but it felt like it:
ME:[in a worried voice] "hey, whats up"
HER: nothin im ditching with my friend
ME: [sigh of releaf] oh that cool, so waht are u goin to do???
HER: i dont know yet, mabe just cruise around
ME: cool um....cu.....um.....
HER: What?
ME: nevermind
HER: Anyways, do u wanna come?
[at this point i dont know what the hell to do: Turns out this would be the defining moment when i crown myself king of the retards]
ME: I dont know [THANK YOU and good night]
HER: [most likely in utter disbelief] oh, ok......
ME: [i really dont remember what i said, but it was a bullshit excuse to give me a "safe" bail out]
HER: ok, i guess ill talk to u later.
ME:ok Bye
*click*
(u see up to this point i was panicking that she called, then about 3 seconds later...)
3
2
1
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FUCK!!!!
this was me at my finest hour... i wanted to cry. But pirates dont cry so i didnt
The moral hear, never give up an opportunity like that.

Later in the day i had an enriching conversation with one of my buddys Ernie . he is cool, i respect him. As i was talking to him i came to realise, I really really like to have one-on-one conversations with people. too bad at skool its more of a group thing and the closest you can get to a meaningful conversation is "I really hate skool" and " Fuck i hate this class". its never worth putting any emotion into it. So when someone trys to do it they either get mocked or are made to go to the center of the class to explain their resoning because so few people can comprehend their wits. Yea 1-on-1 is cool.

Today i also decided to post 2 great downloads that everyone must have.
Google Tool-bar/Google compute
this thing is cool, it will use ur idle system power to compleat calculations for projects in some university, some of these tests and stuff may help develop better stuff, or be able to better understand something, so it will help mankind and stuff.

Firefox
this is a web browser, its small and very versitile. it makes browsing easy and it fits to your style, plus it helps with like popups and stuff. worth the change, especially if ur using that lame AOL browser or if u want to be all anti-MICROSOFT its a good start.

!!Hobbyist Linux user scince 2002!!

Man i need some sleep.
Buh bye

4th Post

I dont proof read my stuff, ill mabe go over it with a spell check but thats about it. Sometimes i will go to my blog and actually read it, i will however fix some of my grammar to make some of the stuff clear.

So today i went to practice...yay!!... it was a drag i got there late and gay ass Alonzo made me do push ups and run a lap, it was worth him gettin pissed hehehe. yea this guy is a major band nazi and if "dare" stand up to him he will flail his arms and move his lower body like Axl Rose (you know the little dance ;) ) anyways i like to piss him off even though most of my attepts have been falures, it keeps shit interesting. this guy pisses me off i have like no respect for him, but i do my best to supperes my bad side and take his little "advise"....bitch.
during practice it also started to rain, that stoped us for a while but instead of chillaxing inside, what did i do???? i had to go ouside shaking my fist and yelling at the Rain-god saying "The rain-god's a pussy" over and over, guess i scared him off scince he didnt show his face for the rest of practice, the pussy.

Anyways on Sat i went to a 15 (quince for u non mexican). it was ok, people made me dance, i ended up lookin like a jackass, not because i danced but because of my reluctancy to do it. I think i would have been better off just fuckin dancing, but oh well i guess im an idiot. But the whole night wasn't a compleat bust, i got to actually talk one on one with Tanya, i've always thought she was a character,i guess i was interested in what she had to say shes a smart n' strong lady, but she outranks me in the social latter so im not sure if it was a pitty talk or a genuine "lets get to know eachother". Fuck im a loser.

today i also got to chill with my brother, we went to eat and to a moovie. The movie was ok and it did give me a chance to reflect on the bravery of firefighters. To think they put their lives on the line for another person. Here in my blog i salute pretty much all the public officials that risk their lives for the Domestic trancuility of the nation. and a DOUBLE-BUBBLE salute to our armed forces in Iraq and anywhere else they may roam.

I'm still wondering who the hell im going to room with at ZIA, seams our little group is dissolving, guess ole BOB said it best, "the times they are a-changein". I'm going to try to see if i can get in or else i will end up roomin with tweedle d and tweedle dumass. good times in those rooms, but i guess im livin in the past.

Is it me or do people who actually liked the Matrix because of its "philosophical value" are those dumnasses that cant tell you the difference between Plato and Play-Doh? Dumnass middle skool people.

NOTE: if ur reading this dont be shy to post comments and stuff any dumnass remark is cool, scince im good at that.

Yea im done,
G'Day

3rd Post

ok, seriously, today wasnt all that great. I woke up whent to gay ass band practice (FUCK PRACTICE!!! lol) and came home just so my dad can tell me to clip a tree and clean the yard. Oh, well some people got it worse, but i still had to do my gay ass science project. Man i hate those, such a waste of time its not worth the lame $300 scholarship from "mcdonalds" but moneys money i hope i win, but the only way that will happen is if i put some effort into my project....or i take out every single one of the competitors MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Oh well, ill probly end up doin a shitty job on it. i hate scince projects all they do for me is lower my GPA in science, but oh well. Enough of my project. I feel bad for my dad cause he loves us so much and i dont know how to show the same towards him, ill just do all the house stuff for like a month. So anyways, i'm tired and still have to cleen but that wont stop me from goin to bet till 3AM.hehehe. *cough...loser...cough* so yea, i need a new friend my friends are gettin dry but i still like em.

So anyways, my Gf wich we will call, Rose, is being harrased by this loser dipshit with a kid: the fuck face. Anyways hes, lets call him Dipshit(Dip for short), is from somewhere out in CA and i dont really like CA'ns (so kill me), unless ur from like further up ill deal with u. this shit face has the nerve to hit on Rose and shit, it pisses me off because he is a fuckin tool im always one step ahead of him, but people are stupid and get amused by his looks and shit to see his bull shit.So he fuckin talks to her on the COMP harrasing her to the point where shes had like 3 fuckin names. the worst part is Dip is either Mentally retarted or just a fuckin Commie fuck cause hes willing to go to fuckin prison on a trippele count of rape and murder.(trust me on this one, i got proof, just ask me for the trascripts). The fuckin loonatic. Dip if ur reading this end the sharade and fuck off she will never go to you.

16) i cuss get over it, curse words are just words that society has deemed wrong, so if u want to be a pirate like me.... take the word "stupid" as an offencive term and say fuck as much as possible. one law suit on ur beliefs and BAM!! no more stupid coming from one of the Rugrats

Band is communist ive decided. Take a look at a insert of websters dictionary on the word communism

"A system of government in which the state plans and controls the economy and a single, often authoritarian party holds power, claiming to make progress toward a higher social order in which all goods are equally shared by the people. "

sounds familiar, dirty politics in band, yep all were made to listen too is called propaganda from the facist leaders (most likely your DI's) but i guess im a communist too.

FASCISM
"political philosophy or movement that places the nation or the race above the individual and that stands for highly centralized government led by a dictator; belief in militarism, racism, and nationalism; opposition to democracy and human rights."

Sound familiar?
oh well i guess im just full of shit but u cant deny some of the similarities, plus its fun to say fascism.

Later Daze.

2nd post

Yea scince im barely starting this thing its best you get to know my writing style and some stuff bout me...
1st) I don't really care bout my grammar or anything ill get my point across somehow.
2nd) I can be a real dick sometimes so bear with me.
3rd) if I contradict myself somehow try to ignore it scince im only using this to vent.
4th) stalker always welcome AIM:kumaku CN, MSN: nieto_001, YIM: Kumaku_001
5th) if u don't got somethin nice to say. Tell me, I like a quick enemy.
6th)Pirates Pwn but samurai are cool too. Ninjas are over rated
7th)If u need somethin deep to say to me go for it. I keep secrets very well
8th) im shy in person
9th) im really shy with girls, unless I know them.
10th)If I don't post new stuff tell me cause I probly forgot bout this thing
11th) If u don't want to be mentioned in this thing or would like your identity concealed tell me
12th) Thanx to Blogger for letting me post such stupid shit
13th) Don't be shy to talk to me, cause I will be shy to talk to u, but once u get to know me I've herd im not that bad a guy
14th) I'll talk to u deep if u let me. but I like to talk about anythin just give me a chance
15th)Don't be shy with me I don't pass judgment

That's it its a bit repetitive but meh I don't feel like fixin it.

Good Day People.

1st post

Yea this is my first post, i dont got much to say.