28th Post

Charged in the first and second degree
Amazing what can happen in a week. I am happy, seeing and talking to no one really clears your head leaves ya alone with your thoughts....but it also could get kinda boring. Anywho christmas came and i didnt feel taht holiday spirit. So wat did i do on the 25th? I put on a Green shirt with a red longsleeve undershirt. No one is goin to take my christmas. This week was ok. I talked with some aquaintances made them friends, and made a stronger connection with others. It was cool, and compleately currupts the statement i made earlyer.

Also, this week i got my presents from santy clause. $200 wich i will be spendin on pants and shoose and a haircut. this week i also ate so much, i think i gained at least 10pounds.....fuck it, ill deal with it after break.

The 24th was cool, see, my family opens presents at midnight 25th, and we "fool" santa into thinkin all the kids are asleep. The scenerio is this, all the kids pretend to sleep so santa can drop off the presents. How do we know santa arives? Well that is the fun part, normally our uncles will go outside and ring bells, stomp on the ground, and say HOHOHO to emulate an encounter with santa. This year....i was hired to be santa. So i gathered my deer(cousins) and we got on the roof. We almost slipped and died. Santa's job does not go with OSHA standards. Later that night, we went to IHOP at 3:00AM

The mornin of the 25th we went to juarez to visit my dads side of the family. Verry wholesome bunch, funny, and just cool. The funnyest thing was when my 5year old cousin wanted to go into the "cool" room, he couldnt get in and asked, "why cant i get in" a second later my other cousin 6yrs says "because the door is closed"......fuck u, i thought it was funny. So when i got home later, i decided to invite myself to my cousins hotel room, so when we got there my cousin and i decided to make some yummy camble thick and herty beef stew that u make in the microwave. Looks like this.

At the first wiff of this thing i knew it was trouble, i swear it smelled like Alpo. but at this point my cousin and i were not feering anything, we were cocky sobs who made noise in the halls. Karma is for pussys. So we put it in the microwave, we saw it spin around yay, radiation lowers my sperm count ;-) Finnaly its done. We take it out, damn the plastic is hot...ok, lets just get some napkins and we are on our way. So i slowly set the soup down on a napkin and gently raise the bowl up....suddenly the lid comes off and spills on my left wrist. Fuck its hot, so hot in fact that i start cussing and shaking my wrist wildly in the air, there is fucking brown dogfood smelling shit in the air, it hits my cousins face, i hear "ouch my face" i later realize the soup is still pouring on my fucking sock ouch my foot. fuck it hurts. so we quickly run to their room,soup in hand, and i run cold water down my wrist (we were in the hotel kitchen, the microwave in our room made too much noise) . Fuck, i got fucked up, fuck karma. Anyways, i am in deep pain at that moment, luckly a 24hour walgreens was close by. So i went to go buy some Neosporin with pain reliever.That shit does not work, all night i was in agrivating pain, i swear i had tears in my eyes. So to relieve the pain i slept next to an open window. I love winter. Here is a pic of me thinkin, FUCK CAMBELLS, FUCK THE LIEING NEOSPORIN BOX, AND FUCK THIS PAIN.


So that night sucked balls, but the free waffles made up for it! On sunday i went to Putt-Putt and i tended to my wounds, but monday i get my licence, how exciting.
Yea i know this postt sucked, but 3 hours of sleep in 48hours is too little for a guy.

See ya'll later
Happy New Year!!!!!111!!11oneone!!!!11!!!one

27th Post

The week that shouldn't be.
This week blew. I just fucked up alot of shit, and now future with friends and aquainances seem to be in question. See the sick part is i have no one to to blame but my fucking idiotic self. It sucks when you could of had some control of things, but ignorance and egocentricity and some fucked up ways of challengeing myself and others inderectly. This week i realized the supremacy i had thought myself of being. I am an idiot. Until this week i thought i could play God. I am a fool. Fuck myself. I really cant blame anything on anyone its a really strong punch in the face that i really needed. I also am glad i had a good conversation with my friend we will call....."skinny" (dont like it? tell me, ill give ya a good one, but not a cool one like mine, im MajorTom) Yea we go back a while, though not till highschool did i really start talkin to him. Anyways we disccussed alot about the week. but now i am thinkin on the future, i cant Look Back In Anger (wonder if anyone listens to em). and i am calming down it used to be Motorbreath now its more Simple Man, it has to be... it would be cool if i could be in the middle but i decedided i cant, at least not yet. I'm just going to slow down, and look at myself, this little time off of school should do me well.

Today was our little gift exchange, im glad Tanya didn't get mad about the shirt, but i think i might of sent the wrong message by it. I still like her. I also took my medicine, but i was doin hard to combat it. Oh yea, yesterday i started to take the medicine, all my family wondered why i was down, but i just smiled and denied it. For those of you who care enough to know why i was all down, it still sorta hurts, but fuck it.

Also i got this chain letter thing from my boy Matt, he is cool, and i hate chain mail, i seldom do any of em, but today i feel like spilling some emotions, so what better way to do it than with cheap general questions. [If a number is missing, i disliked the question and i threw it out]


2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?--I dress in a variaty of different styles. i cant really choose wich i like best....casual is nice?

3. WHAT IS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?-- I steel music. (yea i know....)

4. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?---7am usually

5. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?-- wisk

6. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Bass

7. FAVORITE COLOR?----clear, it expreses the emotions of every other color

8. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? Truck

9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? Yes.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?--Winter. and the savahnas rainy season, gives alot of life.

12. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Mind reading, why spend my time on something futile??? MUAHAHAHAHA!

13. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?---a rub on. got it in a Zebra chew. It looks like a giraffe

15. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?----Even though we went our ways in high schoool, i have alot of respect for him, Gabriel Ortiz, and of course Floyd, we need to talk like old times man!

16. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? --- Friday

17. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? --- Jack, spare tire, xtra pants and shirt

18. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Burgur

21. WHO DID YOU RECEIVE THIS FROM?--- Matt

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER?---Tulips

23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEAL? ---Something made with love (fuck you)

24. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? --- The Republic

25. IF YOU HAD TO PICK A DOG NAME, WHAT WOULD IT BE?--- I got a doggy, Kika.

26. ARE YOU A MORNING OR NIGHT PERSON? Deffenantly Night.

27. DO YOU DO ANY CRAFTS CURRENTLY?---no. unless u call witchcraft......no not really, ive been looking at art in the past months, closest to craft i guess.

28. IF YOU COULD MAGICALLY DO SOMETHING WELL THAT YOU PRESENTLY AREN'T GOOD AT WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Studying

29. WHAT IS YOUR SECRET PLEASURE? ---Talking one on one, with a clean slate, and an open mind

30. WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?----I dont deserve one, but i guess Rome, and Spain, i havent thought of it

31. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEKEEPING CHORE?---Cleaning ;)

33. FAVORITE WORD?---Waffle

34. FAVORITE GAME ---Not Study Game

There ya go, some of em are just the first thing i thought up, i dont feel like changing em, um... i guess this is it. Happy Holidays everyone. Merry Christmas and such, i might not update untill school starts. so yea. Call i might answer.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Goodbye
thanx for reading post comments you bastards, or discuss about you read to me.

[NOTE: i just read this...um, i am not sure how it became so dislecsic/ADD/scattered...or mabe i do...im just lost at the moment, i dont feel like myself]

26th Post

Post traumatic
Yea its been a hard week for me. It sucked. Many things happpened, but i am not sure if some of them were just an omen, or, fuck it, it was just alot of shitty stuff that happend. But ill skip the details of the smaller stuff, like Dimebag dieing, and go for the only thing that matters. It seems that my Grandpa got really sick, i got depressed. But thanx to some good friends and a reality check i got through it. Thanx guys n' gals. Yea thats all i am going to say bout that. Also, i made a new start with Tanya, i really enjoy talkin to her, she passes my genious test. That i will explain later.....if i feel like it, or i get enough feedback. So yea, this week was a bummer, and skool sucked too. I had to do so many tests, and my Chem teacher dislikes me but she wont tell me. I feel like alot of people are hiding somethin from me, but why? Am i not open? Am i being over agressive? Someone tell me what im doin wrong please!
Thats it for the week, now to explain somethin about my colorado trip.

Ok, i made it seem as if my trip sucked really badly. But it turns out that i just over reacted. See the night after we left my Cousin alexes house, the night was not over. So ill explain this way

The drive to my uncles house:
So there we were mad as hell that we didnt get to stay another night with our cousins. As we drove to our uncles house we were crammed with His daughter(my cousin that is about the same age as my sister;they are close) , her 2 sons( these kids are like 4 and 5, we love em, but kids can get annoying) and all of my family. So we are on the way and once of the Kids says they need to go to the bathroom, we pull over to go on the side of the road. But he refuses to go, so me and bernie are forced to show by example. So there we are, its cold as hell pitchblack, snow on the ground, and a nice view*. So the boy comes out with us, as my cousin and i are forcefully releaving ourselves, all of a sudden the boys brother says,"you can write your name in the snow". The cuttest or most disturbing sentance of the night. What ticked us off is that The boy didnt even go! Half an hour down the road, we stoped at, a get this,..."Kum-and-Go" its a gas station people! Ok, we get to the house. Instantly we are attaked by the little kids, we got leached (the term leached comes from us, my cousins use it as a term for whenever you get stuck playing with little kids). but we didnt kare, its not like they had an XBOX. so we started playing. At 8:30 we all started a 100 peice puzzle, my cousin and i thought it would be cool to teach the kids how a puzzle should be made, face down. So we started yay, got the corners, oh wait now its time to eat. We ate that took roughly 30 min. And we went back to work. Our thoughts "hmm, the insides are where its going to be a bitch" and we went on. Then it was time for the kids to go to sleep. Oh well, lets just finish the puzzle and go watch cartoons. 3hours later this is what 100 PEICE the puzzle looked like.



We were so dissapointed in ourselves, we have done a 2000 peice puzzle in ONE NIGHT. but we couldnt finish this stupid one in over 4 hours. We fell asleep at 1am. I guess we did wake up retarded.

ok im gone
leave your rants as a comment.

*This view was amazing. It was a plain, then in the distance was a giant mountain, in the backround were the stars, and all you could see on the mountain was the line of where snow had fallen. The night gave a nice purple hugh. It was something to leave a person in awe. Beuty was present.

25th Post

The week that changed some stuff.....
[I have decided to make some changes on my blogs, first off, i am not going to post any relationship shit since it might go back to my parents, and if my parents find out im screwed. Second, i forgot, i had something to say but i forgot what i was going to change, sorry, as soon as i remember i will update.]

This is my 25th post, i was kinda expecting i would have something cool to say but all i got are my woes. And by this time i kinda wanted a small fanbase, but no one comments....fuck u all. ARRRRRG!!!!! <(''<) <( '' )> (>'')> hehehe...look at 'im go.

Well this week was off, im failing 2 fucking classes, fuck i dont know how im going to explain this shit to my parents, i feel so stupid, failing is not an option. Also during the weeek i have been TRYING to figure out alot of stuff, especially about school. I need to do alot of things with myself. I think alot fuck it, im cool like that. during this week i just got some real bad vibes, i just need to be myself.

Also, all this week i have been in a pissy mood. So here are some appologies:
Sorry to.....
Bernie
Nickles
Milo
Einjo(hehehehe)
Pendleton (yea i know....)
My GF [yea i know i wouldnt post any relationship shit, but fuck off]

Yea guys i havent felt like myself lately, should be well by Monday. if u think ur missing from the list, just E-Mail me or leave a comment with a detailed description. i will review it and see if u deserve to be on the list(most likely u do), if i dont think u should be on the list, ur fucked, but it was worth a shot.

Im done,
Goodnight Seattle.