T-T-Translation.

I felt sadness when I realized that it wasn't a dream.
That it was true that you had left my life forever.
Realities woke me up and it was the death of my joy and my illusions of not losing you.
It's no reason why I felt the tired feeling of your kiss. 
I asked if you still loved me,
and with silence, you answered my question.
If the truth is so divine, why did you lie?

I did everything possible so that one day you would love me the way I needed.
Alas, in the end of things,  my love you had, and with a tiny bit of your love, I would have settled for.
And you never even gave me a goodbye when you left, and still I thought it was a dream.
I woke me to my realities and it was my painful death. And your absence was, for my existence, the cruelest poison.