My scenes have been striped.

For some reason I always write a New Years Post. This is it. Last year it almost seemed robotic. Last year sucked. Last year was the worst, but at the same time the best. There is nothing like last year. That's why we remember them in years and years to pass.

Now, what to do to make this year as bad ass as last year. I can think of one thing, get rid of all of the BS.[That sounds a little, "life coach-ish]

Well, some BS is needed, I wouldn't have learned so much without it. So, I'll just alter the BS in my life. The important BS. But, much of it, I need to get rid of. A good 80% is not good...

So here I write about..

The BS you should keep is yours. And for whatever reason, you know it's bad, but something inside of you tells you, "Come on, you know you like it." That's the value of it, to give you cheap thrills.

These cheap thrills, they're different for everyone. For some it's drinking, others get their kicks from feeling powerful; some people just find that thinking they're a little higher than thy neighbor, can mean cheap thrills. But those thrills, it's nothing compared to that thrill that keeps you living. Whatever is important to you should give you that thrill, and then some...

So that's what I need. My cheap thrill and less BS.

The BS I need to get rid of, can easily be taken care of, but it takes time and I'm impatient. At least that's what it will teach me.

I still need to learn that. That's what I want to achieve. Patience. I need it, but I can currently get it during a big project. This time my project will be myself. I will thank me later.

Right now I just want to knock out.

 

Merry new year and to all a good year.