Feeling Myself. LOL!

I guess recently I havent been feeling like myself. Not because I don't know what that means, but I just havent felt it inside of me. I hate to dig any deeper than this, because it leads to sad feelings and I know why.
I do know why, I do know what I have to let go, but... There is no but, intelectually i've moved on. Emotionally, I still need to learn some stuff about myself and what it affects.
Right now, it's fucking me up in things that it shouldn't even fuck up.

I still have some stuff to figure out, like being able to concentrate on stuff that matters. Stuff that matters....
1. School
2. Family
3. School
4. Work
5. Friends
6. Myself... BINGO!

"And if i feel tomorrow like i feel today, I'll take what i want and give the rest away" -The Kinks.


Just gotta feel it i guess.