Something's a muck.

I don't feel good. It's like something is missing. I try to make myself understand, but maybe trying is just pushing it away. I always try not to force things, but, wtf. I do I NEED to know what is really going to happen? DO I need to understand? AHHHH!!! I guess I'll just go as fast as I can, to where it all becomes blurred and you stick to the big picture.

But I won't do that, that's not something I want to do. I want to enjoy the journey and be able to understand thoroughly, exactly what I already deduced from living, love is all we need.

Love, laughter, hope, and passion. Nothing is better than that.

 

PS.

Sex & the City Movie, a few things I'll rave...

1. Wholeheartedly enjoyed it.
2. Miranda is a bitch, but I need it.
3. Only the ugly girls laughed when she pooed her pants. That made me laugh.
4. "I just want you" - I've said it plenty of times.
5. "WTF am I doing" - I've said it plenty of times.
6. I hate that I knew that somehow, all of those relationships partially mirrored my own.
7. I was happy everyday.