27th Post

The week that shouldn't be.
This week blew. I just fucked up alot of shit, and now future with friends and aquainances seem to be in question. See the sick part is i have no one to to blame but my fucking idiotic self. It sucks when you could of had some control of things, but ignorance and egocentricity and some fucked up ways of challengeing myself and others inderectly. This week i realized the supremacy i had thought myself of being. I am an idiot. Until this week i thought i could play God. I am a fool. Fuck myself. I really cant blame anything on anyone its a really strong punch in the face that i really needed. I also am glad i had a good conversation with my friend we will call....."skinny" (dont like it? tell me, ill give ya a good one, but not a cool one like mine, im MajorTom) Yea we go back a while, though not till highschool did i really start talkin to him. Anyways we disccussed alot about the week. but now i am thinkin on the future, i cant Look Back In Anger (wonder if anyone listens to em). and i am calming down it used to be Motorbreath now its more Simple Man, it has to be... it would be cool if i could be in the middle but i decedided i cant, at least not yet. I'm just going to slow down, and look at myself, this little time off of school should do me well.

Today was our little gift exchange, im glad Tanya didn't get mad about the shirt, but i think i might of sent the wrong message by it. I still like her. I also took my medicine, but i was doin hard to combat it. Oh yea, yesterday i started to take the medicine, all my family wondered why i was down, but i just smiled and denied it. For those of you who care enough to know why i was all down, it still sorta hurts, but fuck it.

Also i got this chain letter thing from my boy Matt, he is cool, and i hate chain mail, i seldom do any of em, but today i feel like spilling some emotions, so what better way to do it than with cheap general questions. [If a number is missing, i disliked the question and i threw it out]


2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?--I dress in a variaty of different styles. i cant really choose wich i like best....casual is nice?

3. WHAT IS THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?-- I steel music. (yea i know....)

4. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?---7am usually

5. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?-- wisk

6. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Bass

7. FAVORITE COLOR?----clear, it expreses the emotions of every other color

8. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? Truck

9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? Yes.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?--Winter. and the savahnas rainy season, gives alot of life.

12. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Mind reading, why spend my time on something futile??? MUAHAHAHAHA!

13. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?---a rub on. got it in a Zebra chew. It looks like a giraffe

15. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO?----Even though we went our ways in high schoool, i have alot of respect for him, Gabriel Ortiz, and of course Floyd, we need to talk like old times man!

16. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? --- Friday

17. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? --- Jack, spare tire, xtra pants and shirt

18. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Burgur

21. WHO DID YOU RECEIVE THIS FROM?--- Matt

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER?---Tulips

23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEAL? ---Something made with love (fuck you)

24. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? --- The Republic

25. IF YOU HAD TO PICK A DOG NAME, WHAT WOULD IT BE?--- I got a doggy, Kika.

26. ARE YOU A MORNING OR NIGHT PERSON? Deffenantly Night.

27. DO YOU DO ANY CRAFTS CURRENTLY?---no. unless u call witchcraft......no not really, ive been looking at art in the past months, closest to craft i guess.

28. IF YOU COULD MAGICALLY DO SOMETHING WELL THAT YOU PRESENTLY AREN'T GOOD AT WHAT WOULD IT BE?---Studying

29. WHAT IS YOUR SECRET PLEASURE? ---Talking one on one, with a clean slate, and an open mind

30. WHAT IS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?----I dont deserve one, but i guess Rome, and Spain, i havent thought of it

31. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEKEEPING CHORE?---Cleaning ;)

33. FAVORITE WORD?---Waffle

34. FAVORITE GAME ---Not Study Game

There ya go, some of em are just the first thing i thought up, i dont feel like changing em, um... i guess this is it. Happy Holidays everyone. Merry Christmas and such, i might not update untill school starts. so yea. Call i might answer.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Goodbye
thanx for reading post comments you bastards, or discuss about you read to me.

[NOTE: i just read this...um, i am not sure how it became so dislecsic/ADD/scattered...or mabe i do...im just lost at the moment, i dont feel like myself]