26th Post

Post traumatic
Yea its been a hard week for me. It sucked. Many things happpened, but i am not sure if some of them were just an omen, or, fuck it, it was just alot of shitty stuff that happend. But ill skip the details of the smaller stuff, like Dimebag dieing, and go for the only thing that matters. It seems that my Grandpa got really sick, i got depressed. But thanx to some good friends and a reality check i got through it. Thanx guys n' gals. Yea thats all i am going to say bout that. Also, i made a new start with Tanya, i really enjoy talkin to her, she passes my genious test. That i will explain later.....if i feel like it, or i get enough feedback. So yea, this week was a bummer, and skool sucked too. I had to do so many tests, and my Chem teacher dislikes me but she wont tell me. I feel like alot of people are hiding somethin from me, but why? Am i not open? Am i being over agressive? Someone tell me what im doin wrong please!
Thats it for the week, now to explain somethin about my colorado trip.

Ok, i made it seem as if my trip sucked really badly. But it turns out that i just over reacted. See the night after we left my Cousin alexes house, the night was not over. So ill explain this way

The drive to my uncles house:
So there we were mad as hell that we didnt get to stay another night with our cousins. As we drove to our uncles house we were crammed with His daughter(my cousin that is about the same age as my sister;they are close) , her 2 sons( these kids are like 4 and 5, we love em, but kids can get annoying) and all of my family. So we are on the way and once of the Kids says they need to go to the bathroom, we pull over to go on the side of the road. But he refuses to go, so me and bernie are forced to show by example. So there we are, its cold as hell pitchblack, snow on the ground, and a nice view*. So the boy comes out with us, as my cousin and i are forcefully releaving ourselves, all of a sudden the boys brother says,"you can write your name in the snow". The cuttest or most disturbing sentance of the night. What ticked us off is that The boy didnt even go! Half an hour down the road, we stoped at, a get this,..."Kum-and-Go" its a gas station people! Ok, we get to the house. Instantly we are attaked by the little kids, we got leached (the term leached comes from us, my cousins use it as a term for whenever you get stuck playing with little kids). but we didnt kare, its not like they had an XBOX. so we started playing. At 8:30 we all started a 100 peice puzzle, my cousin and i thought it would be cool to teach the kids how a puzzle should be made, face down. So we started yay, got the corners, oh wait now its time to eat. We ate that took roughly 30 min. And we went back to work. Our thoughts "hmm, the insides are where its going to be a bitch" and we went on. Then it was time for the kids to go to sleep. Oh well, lets just finish the puzzle and go watch cartoons. 3hours later this is what 100 PEICE the puzzle looked like.



We were so dissapointed in ourselves, we have done a 2000 peice puzzle in ONE NIGHT. but we couldnt finish this stupid one in over 4 hours. We fell asleep at 1am. I guess we did wake up retarded.

ok im gone
leave your rants as a comment.

*This view was amazing. It was a plain, then in the distance was a giant mountain, in the backround were the stars, and all you could see on the mountain was the line of where snow had fallen. The night gave a nice purple hugh. It was something to leave a person in awe. Beuty was present.